Hey :) I’m not that good a dancer haha :P I would love to learn every type of ballroom dance there is, it seems so elegant. Probably wouldn’t be as elegant if I had to try it though ^^ I feel a lot calmer now than I have been, I got very stressed out and my mom helped me out of that awful state.
“You have a friend in me” reminds me of the movie Toy Story, it reminds me of a song in it. My favourite movies are my childhood animations. Bambi (my favourite), Cinderella, Pocahontas, Beauty and the Beast… I love them. Oh and the lion king is also great, my second favourite. If I have a kid one day, I’m going to have them watch those movies, none of the new crap, there’s nothing meaningful in movies anymore (I say ‘if’ because I don’t know if I’m able to have - can only know once I’ve tried lol). I only watch documentaries now and the odd love story. And then I have series, but I forget about them. The only one I get excited about is The Vampire Diaries, most people watch it for the 2 main male actors, but I couldn’t care less. Its the only thing i can watch when I’m miserable. When I was with the other ass of a guy, I went to my mom’s house when we fought and I would stay up all night on a weekend just watching it, the show is 40 minutes long and there are 22 episodes in a season :P I don’t get excited easily. When I do I look like an idiot. And I get excited about VD no matter how dumb it may seem.
Nope, I’m depressed and we’re not talking much because he gets upset when I’m like this. I told him it will pass soon to make him feel better, but I don’t know when it will. But I can still smile if I want to haha, I was trying out what november rain said to me in my other post :P
i was about to tell you smthing but then u asked me the question…..
India is very sad today had been getting lots of bad news lately regarding our country, but today one of our citizen who was trapped in pakistan’s jail for 23 years, for nothing , he was innocent, pakistan claimed that some prisoners attacked him with bricks and blade and injured him badly that today he died, a whole cry in the country for the innocent being killed this way, pakistan really plays bad.
going to sleep now take care.
i have been fine as well, well bit of ups and downs was getting a bit close to a guy who is going through a divorce and has 2 kids staying with his ex wife, we were just friends but i was getting close to him maybe because i am alone, so today i de activated my real fb so that i could cut off contact to think straight for myself. missing him a bit, don’t know about him.
Yes, you could say that I suppose.. I’m hurt now and don’t feel like talking, but I don’t think I’m cut out for a relationship, I think my expectations are too high. There is something wrong with me and there is probably someone out there that is better suited to him, another extrovert that is not insecure or clingy or needy. And a christian so that our beliefs don’t clash. I have noone to discuss religion with, everyone hates talking about it. And he slanders it in a way that hurts. I’ll stop here, because I’m saying too much now. I’m sorry for bothering you
When I let people in, I usually get hurt. I get attached to people easily which makes things worse for me because I’m emotional. I’ve learnt shut people out better, but still be approachable and friendly. The world isn’t as pretty as I would like it to be, so it’s better to walk with my eyes closed. The things I hear are mostly hurtful, so I’ll keep my ears closed too.
I close my eyes and ears for the real world. This place seems more real to me. I just decided I will sit if I feel like sitting and I’m happy in solitude. It doesn’t matter if I’m alone anymore. I’ve gotten over the fear of being alone.