It is not you, I am having the same trouble. I hope that youngster is over his meltdown. He never did come back to the post, even after all that great advice.
It is not you, I am having the same trouble. I hope that youngster is over his meltdown. He never did come back to the post, even after all that great advice.
I was about to call you and then heard someone log onto Lum chat. Then someone else, then someone else. BTW your login on chat is still there, should still work. Or would you rather I call in a bit?
unfortunately, no.. its called syringomyelia and has grown into syringobulbia. Its a fluid filled cyst tumor caused from blunt forced trauma by my ex husband. I am a 10 year domestic violence survivor. At least I was a survivor until now. ugh! This is very very rare. one of my many neurosurgeons has told me, in his 35 years of practice he hasnt seen one only heard of them and that they are so rare, you only see them in gunshot wounds or stabbings. So being hit and getting one, I had to of been hit extremely hard.. With this i told him, my ex husband use to take his knuckle to the middle of my back. I have been turned away by many neurosurgeons, a few who had no guts to tell me themselves after my long road trip and sent their nurses out to tell me. No one really has a clue on what to do about this. Yes, there is the thing about putting a catheter in to drain the spinal fluid and a drainage tube comes out of my abdomen for the rest of my life so that the tumor doesnt press on my neurological system as it is affecting me so badly with my daily functions such as walk, talking and my arms.. but… it wont stop the growth of it. this thing doesnt have room to grow out, only up and down. it has now reached my brain stem. it was only a 4 inch mass between my shoulder blades, now it has reached my brain stem. they cant operate on this to remove it as i will go paralyzed. even putting in the catheter is very risky and there is a huge risk of infection that can occur. so i dont know.
sometimes i wonder though. i watch all these people in the world be total asses and have a great life, everything they ever need, great health, lots of happiness and everything and then you have people such as myself who try to be the best that they can towards others, living by the rule of treat others the way that you would want to be treated and give and give even if you dont have and yet, our whole lives are filled to suffer. i just dont get it and i guess i never will. ~sigh~
Thanks for the kind words. Sometimes, when I go back and read my replies, I notice all sorts of errors in spelling and grammar. It is good news that my meaning comes across, anyway.
Hi Aries, sorry you have left Luminosity, I felt I was just beginning to know you. However I understand and I sincerely hope you find what you are looking for. Take care, your friend Anubis (Michelle) :)
Grass lawns in an arid climate has never made sense to me. Even in a Mediterrainian climate like we have in San Diego, I don’t waste water on grass.
How are you resolving the housing issue? I am certain about your ability to come up with a creative solution. Did you find an RV,or..?
The grandkids are no trouble. I would keep them all the time if my daughters were not so blasted selfish. lol
I have notice your absence. Glad to see you, too. I have just been busy with grandkids. The weather hear is more like your old Hollywood home. We have not had much heat yet, but as you know, Sept. will be hot and windy.
You are the epitome of grace. Did you like the talking cat, Henry? I spoke with him and he mentioned that you had the most delightful laugh! Well, i miss talking with you. Hope everything is good in your part of the world, love.
I did not want to leave a response for you here. I was not sure if it is a subject you share openly. I still can’t find you on luminosity. It said I need to add you as a friend but I can’t get to your page to add you.
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