We are. I just havent had a lot of time to be on help.com, and I wanted a)to see who would notice and b)keep my notices and invites down to those people. I’m putting you back on as soon as I finish this shout! How are you doin btw? Seeing as how I have been gone for a while.
i know u are not answering this shout again Mr. B but i would like to know what is going on.:( you and Ditz have helped me so much. i too wanted to have a break from help but i miss the people here. so i just come over and answer notices.
oh hope every thing’s gonna be alright! :o(
Mr.B thanks for standing by me all this time. for answering that post and talking to me, you and Ditz. i never condemn anyone for hurting me or for leaving me just like that. Time must have told me that sometimes i have to deal with uncertainties. you guys know i did my part and there is nothing i can do about it now. it hurts when u never know what went wrong. or should have done something to prevent it to happen.
but life sometimes has a mind of its own. no matter what you do, wherever you go there is a path that leads you to the place that you should take. difficult bec i have to face it without fear.
this is one of the toughest moments in my life and i have to get away for a while. it’s not because i want to escape, maybe it’s just bec i want to touch the pain and let go through it. it may be tearing me apart and i am not embarrassed about that.
because i am real. and so are my feelings. i have never lied about it. i have given my all. and so i deserve the peace.