You may not remember me but i have not stopped reading your poetry. My name is the same although assembled in different letters. Your poetry sunk in to me with such effect that it opened up a channel of communication that i had lacked until coming across your words. I am not metaphorically speaking of art as expressionism. But ability to express myself. I am autistic and struggle verbally, i have written a few things but consider myself a talentless hack in comparrison to yourself. Please consider joining allpoetry.com i am under name of NIN song.
Hope you come back I guess I was going through some stuff an dissapered for awhile.. Went to Mexico for two weeks but when I got back I found I was still partying.. So it’s not everynight but close.. I did miss your poems.. I hope your life is going great.. Sometimes when u share a side of your soul that’s in writing, people think they may know ya… Mayb just a peice.. I think of you an a smile comes to my face.. How you paint such a beautiful picture.. On the canvas of people’s mind.. I wish I could talk to you all the time:) that’s a secret:)
One of the most important parts of life may be destroying things every so often and rebuilding them again. A chance to start over, so to speak. And the peace and time required to do that is rather nice.
Oh I think you might like this.. it is not mine I just wanted to share..
I followed you like a rainbow of peace
along the paths of heaven;
I followed you like a friendly torch
in the veil of darkness,
and I sensed you in the light, in the air,
in the perfume of flowers,
and the solitary room was full
of you and of your radiance.
Absorbed by you, I dreamed a long time
of the sound of your voice,
and earth’s every anxiety, every torment
I forgot in that dream.
Come back, dear ideal, for an instant
to smile at me again,
and in your face will shine for me
a new dawn.
Well I for one will miss your creativity and shared insight ~ not much reason to be here anymore but you were/are one … your poetry and avi’s have been good for me … we all go thru, I plan on surviving
You wont be letting anyone down! If you are upset, then be upset don’t smile for the sake of others :)
I am here for you if you want to talk, I am not one to give expert advices or anything but I can be a good friend if you want me to be :)
Love you lots dear!!
A break from help.com? If you aren’t doing that great isn’t this a good place to be at? :)
I’m sorry cfg..I’ve always wanted to talk to you more, ask you what was wrong but didn’t want to impose..Even if you leave is it okay, if we keep in touch through mails? :)
*my prayers for you dear*
Hope you’ll be alright!!
Love you lots :)
You know. . .
. . .there is a future to consider. I mean really. Both of us do not have a crystal ball, so we’re not just able to look into and see it.
However, I can grant you this - you are entitled to the way you feel or not feel in this case. That’s perfectly well because there are some moments that truely are worthless. But you can’t allow those moments to make you feel as obsolete and worthless as it is.
And it’s okay to loose it, but stay in control of how far you loose it. . .
Awww - Miss (Everything) you’re more than you can realize. Not all days can be so bad. Surely by mistake a good day will soon come? Perhaps?
. . .Of course it will.
Something you would like to express at this minute?
If ever you like to speak out and tell me more about your situation: I opened my e-mail address to you (you’ll find it at the lefts side of my profile page).
You know, just to talk about to somebody can help.