sweet.kiwi's reply history at Help.com

Is she american or spanish?

Insecurities get in the way of everything. It may be hard to somehow let go of it all, but you are who you are and nothing can change that, but you. This person that you are involved with, she wouldn’t say she would be in love with you if she intended to see other people, because then the relationship would be completely irrelevant. Communicating helps, talking about your feelings and whats been going on is a simple step. Vulnarability isn’t something you should be ashamed of, sometimes it feels good knowing that someone will be there for you as you are for them.

Chill out relax, and enjoy life. You only get to live it once. Remember also that not all things work out in the end, for now do not expect a lot, because when you do, then you’ll end up getting disappointed in the end.