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• Girl Trouble, I am only a friend posted (6 months, 3 weeks) ago
  Alright so here’s the situation i am in here… 2 years ago i met a guy, he was cool we be…

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• arg!
  

  i agree that it is a gap, one that give u a feeling of helping
  - written 6 months, 1 week ago

• Girl Trouble, I am only a friend
  

  I dont know why i felt it necessary to write this, even though in the end i do feel better, and i dont know why i feel it necessary to show all of you this but… here it is, i for some reason wrote this note to give her on her last day as if it will help me to get it off my chest far too late, some parts i left out such in the very beginning and the very end but this is it (plenty of grammar and spelling mistakes im sure as well as spacing is wierd since this is copied from textpad)
  
  when I first met you, you were just tylers girlfriend, i did’nt know tyler that great, I just had him
  my art class freshman year, it was at the LAN party and i thought you were very funny, but didnt think much of you,
  being that we just met. Later at the German thing i gained further support for how funny you are but I saw how
  you were somone i felt i had some in common with. Then we started talking on facebook which first warranted the
  response “who the ****?” then i remembered you but still found it odd you were talking to me. I soon realized we
  had a little more in common and i learned about your crush on Klajd, i helped whenever i could because you were
  my friend. Soon after though i realized something, you are one of the funniest and smartest people i have ever
  had the pleasure of meeting, not only that but in spite of what you thought of yourself i always thought you were
  absolutely beautiful, sometimes your lack of confidence in your self veiled that, but i always just wanted to do
  what i could to help you change that and realize just how beautiful you are, but most significantly of all i
  realized what you did to me, you made me 100% confident to be myself around you. You will may never know in 1000
  lifetimes how much this meant to me. I have always been somone who had to wear a mask, i was punished for being
  myself around my family, so i toned my sense of self to its lowest degree, and even in my friends i had to wear one
  for some, i loved wow more than i did, for others, i had a raunchier sense of humor than I do (yes i do get
  raunchier), and for others still, i would have to be meaner, more racist, less racist, less mean, more in love
  with anime, or smarter. You were different you let me be me and never tore me down. That made me so happy, it made
  me finally stop having to carry the heavy masks, which is why i took a higher level of interest in you. It came to
  a point where i started trusting you with my feelings more than others (though not on this subject because i
  didnt want to lose you as a friend) and it hurt me to know you didnt want to be with me the same way, but i wasnt
  willing to lose our friendship and the comfort i got by thinking i still had a chance with you someday. Since i
  came to that point you became somewhat hyperemotive toward me, when you were happy, i took that on and laughed,
  having a wonderful time with you. When you succeeded i felt like i would be happy forever if i could make sure you
  were always this successful. When I made you laughed or helped you in any way my joy was bumped up to an invincible
  sense of pride and bliss. When you felt sad i dropped to your level and wanted absolutely nothing more in the world
  than to cheer you up and make sure you never had to cry again. when you were rejected by klajd, it made me angry
  for not embracing you and counting himself lucky for everything you were. When I heard about tyler being unkind or
  unappriciative towards you, i wanted nothing more than tell you how much of a stupid drunk he is and that you
  deserve better, but i didnt want to make you sad. Now i trust you with everything that ive said here because you
  make me feel like i can because it would hurt me to have everyone know this, this being the most vunerable position
  i have ever put myself in.
  
  So i guess what i truely want to say is
  
  Thank you
  
  not only for giving me confidence in myself, levels i never knew before, around everyone (especially girls) and
  confidence in the fact that someday i can be cared for, but most definitly the thing i thank you for the most, is
  all the expiriences we had together. I hope this does not make your possible last memory of me akward in any way
  and i hope that if you ever feel sad, need help or even just want a friend i can still be there for you because
  nothing makes me happier than to do this for you.
  - written 6 months, 1 week ago

• Girl Trouble, I am only a friend
  

  well i actually have been doing some of that, but i feel like if i complimented her it might be made to obvious which scares me, but good luck with your girl
  - written 6 months, 2 weeks ago

• Girl Trouble, I am only a friend
  

  i love getting this advice here, mostly cause my… family life does not give itself to ever ask for advice, and my friends know her too and i dont want anything like that ******* it up, and i guess i have one thing to say about geewinds post (i dont know how to quote), i dont know how to flirt…
  - written 6 months, 2 weeks ago

• If you get a chance to restart your life, right from the beginning!
  

  i wouldnt be afraid of people and maybe then actually be happy
  - written 6 months, 2 weeks ago

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