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• 12 days since my first post. posted (6 months) ago
  I am worse than before. I have seen a psychologist and he beleives that i am not depressed! I have …

• I am here to see if i can find a bit of help with depression. posted (6 months, 1 week) ago
  I have been depressed for so long. The furthest i can think back to is 15 years old. My mood change…

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• I am here to see if i can find a bit of help with depression.
  

  I’m still here. I’m always talking and things have changed. I have challenges now instead of problems. Mail me for easyness if you like?
  tkmail @ ymail . com
  
  How are things with you?
  - written 5 months, 2 weeks ago

• I want to kill myself painlessly and quickly
  

  @ Britny. I want you to get in touch.
  
  tkmail @ ymail . com
  
  @ mamawoodrin - Firstly, leave the boy friend. You have no choice but to… It won’t be your fault if he does anything! If he’s strong enough to stay here, try and encourage him to sort his self out. You will not be to blame for anything he does. Just be strong!!! Get in touch if you like.
  - written 5 months, 2 weeks ago

• I want to kill myself painlessly and quickly
  

  If you really wanted to do it and don’t care if it hurts you wouldn’t need to ask how to do it. Go and talk to professionals and do a lot of thinking. You may not think it helps but in the end you fine yourself and then you realize that only you can help you. BUT you need to talk to people for guidance and learning new information. Go and try that even if you still want to end it. Do the talking until your time comes to leave this world. It’s amazing at what you can see when you truly look at yourself and your hole life :-)
  Let me know how you go… And look after ‘yourself’!
  - written 5 months, 3 weeks ago

• 12 days since my first post.
  

  I can’t hold a job. I just end up leaving and i don’t know why. It gets too much and i also have/get thoughts that people do not like me???? There is so much going on in my head and i don’t know why, what it is, or what to do…..
  
  I’m looking Dr Hamdon up now
  
  Thanks
  - written 6 months ago

• 12 days since my first post.
  

  I have nowhere to go and no money. I have not stopped crying. Cried so much that when i cry now my tears go dry but i still cry.
  
  So far no help found anywhere really. Keep looking and asking but most i get is ‘we can listen’. It’s like everyone says you have to do it yourself. I don’t know how to. I feel people listen but do not hear.
  I feel i will lose the flat because of not being able to stay on top of things. Gas, electric has a risk of being cut off. I can manage the rent but thats it. Whats the point in paying rent wirh no energy and food?
  My crazy thoughts include going out robbing shops for food and other things i need. I have never been a tea leaf before? I really do feel like i am going crazy!!!
  
  I am going to try and see someone today (PSYCHOLOGIST). Right now though, i feel that i will get told that same thing as i am not currently in a ‘MONENT’.
  Apparently there are two types of suicide. One where you have a plan and one where you don’t. And apparently, if you don’t have a plan you will not go through with it?
  Yesterday twice i was very close to doing something. Maybe i didn’t because i didn’t have a plan but each time i feel closer to doing it.
  The local places for mind health all seem to be closed weekends. Good job mental health don’t effect people on saturdays and sundays!
  - written 6 months ago

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