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Hi my sweet little Sugar was my baby and loved her so much! She died on May,18th at 10:00am I know becouse I had to put her to sleep, she would have been three in Aug
She was so differant from any other dog I have ever had the pleasure of seeing. She was a very small long haired chawawa, but I suspect she had terrior or somthing else too, she was snow white and had pink eyes, nose, ears, and mouth she was only pink and white. she looked like a cat, pig, and many many other animals for which people would ask every single time she whould be out (what kind of dog is that) or is that a dog? She had moxie and would run the world she lived in ever since we became her parents when she was no bigger than a white rat at six weeks old. I did everything in my power to keep her safe and happy so that she could be with us for ever. But that was not to be she came down with kiddny failure while she and I were vacationing in Arizona with family. She and I flew there from California and it was the worst time I had spent in my life becouse I was running from vet to vet hospitals with her and had to leave her there overnight which she was never ever separated from her dad or I and slept with us sience we recieaved our little bundle of joy. But the next day thay called with bad news that her condition had worsiened and sh whould not be savable, so I demanded my sister take me to her at once and I called my Husband to tell him what was to be and he said exactally what I wonted to hear, he said just bring her home. So I did and she so so sick she was bleeding from places I could not fantum and I was so afraid that I would have to possably have a physical show down with the air port staff when I had to take her out of her carrier and if thay seen her condition would thay have let us board? Oh belieave me when I say thay shur would not have prevented it. Over my dead body. My husband was waiting for us at the airport and he was practaclly in the the area for which tickets are needed to be. He took her carrier and proceeded to the truck while I retrieaved our bag. She was an albino and she was a little fire cracker she had such a large colorfull personality and was full of live and so so bright I never seen it comming at all, nor did her new vet when I had just had her seen for a check up a few weeks before all of are joy went to heaven. Her ashes will be back home with us on friday and for that I am greatfull as I have cryed the tears of a thousand years in this longest week of my life….And the little bell that clings aginst the little gold heart that bears her name and info on the pink litttle caller that chimed as she would near is now on my anckel and I know that I am not the only one that has a heart with a hole the size of a cannon ball still smoking in my chest so cry and when you do I too will be crying with you and when your tissue is placed so you may blow I too will have my hand on yours to steady it so your not completely alone…..Dear God have I thanked you for my sweet Sugar today? For all of the lost Pets let Us Pray……AMEN