Maybe you could find some groups online. Soon you will be out of school and it will be a lot easier to find people with similar interests. (i checked out your profile) Life gets better outside high school. Try to focus on the things you like, it will make the time go faster. - written 5 months, 3 weeks ago
You seem very passionate, don’t lose your passion for people, love can be really tricky. Sometimes it takes a while to get it right. Try to keep yourself busy, I always find that it helps me when I fell lost. It also helps put things into perspective. When your mind is busy with other tasks you will not be as concerned about her. I will sometimes read a book or watch a movie just to escape for a while. If you like physics, try and find a club or group you can join. You are very luck to have so many passions. good luck, and keep me posted. - written 5 months, 3 weeks ago