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• I want to leave home, I hate it here and recently I’ve
  

  Hi. My name is Ash. Im sorry to here what you are going through… i can kinda understand becasue im going through the same but im only 15. my parents are not very sick but are weak. and yh…everyday ive thought of killing myself. everysingle day. well its probably why im talking to you now i just want to escape.
  
  i think its amazing your gonna marry at 18 and have a good life. man… sucide is not the way. becasue u can escape eventually. my scholwork has been affected to and my parents have no condsideration for me or my brother and have an obsession with money. im sorry to here what ur going through but i dont no what to say really. ppl will tell u to go and c the doc and get conselling but i dont think thats what you wanna do- i wouldnt.
  
  my only advise to you is that you have a siblings which u need to luk after and i no every1 will tell u this but ill just say it again because the thought of leaving my little brother in this dark place is unbelievable. its great u wanna marry ur girfriend at 18. it really is. it may be the best decsion of ur life… but just…just take a bit of time to think about it mate yh?
  
  oh yh and hey gud luck with studys. if u are as smart as u say u are then u will do well. and i no its VERY VERY hard to study…. becasue i get constantly sworn at for sitting at my desk studying. my parents where both dropouts and they think its always good to quit education and get a job qucikly. DONT DO IT. becasue trust me… i swear on my life u do a bit of study and when u r older u will get that job you wnt.
  
  hey dont kill urself. u g.f. and ur siblings may miss u. and hey life aint even begun yet… remeber ouve got a future. your parents life is nearly over. but yours has just begun. im sorry if i sound harsh but theres no way to sugar coat it.
  
  hey if u wanna talk email yh? im not the best adviser in the world and u dont even no me but sometimes its beter just talking to a stranger.
  
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  cya mate tc
  - written 6 months ago

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