Thank you muhakma, you sound like a really wise person, I just wish this pain i have inside of me could at least grow a little smaller, I have 4 kids and i hate being like this around them, but i feel like im breaking, and leaving him makes me think he will never look for me and it scares me been alone, ive known this man since i was 13 years old, I feel like my life will end with out him. - written 5 months, 2 weeks ago
