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• Almost. posted (4 months, 4 weeks) ago
  I played the youtube video someone posted earlier on help.com, “Almost” by Tania. For qu…

• It’s midnight. posted (4 months, 4 weeks) ago
  Fingers are frantic “Please.” Send. Send. Send. If I could type just a little faster. “Don’…

• Addiction posted (5 months) ago
  My eyes fog over blue and grey And I see my insides, black Tarred from your cigarettes Smoked too c…

• Vanilla Sky posted (5 months) ago
  Up until a month and a half ago I was suffering from depression. I spent months in this lethargic st…

• How long would you be willing to wait for someone who belonged to someone else? posted (5 months) ago
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• How can you tell if someone is right for you? posted (5 months) ago
  I seem to fall for all the wrong guys.…

• How do you stop falling for someone you know you can’t have without cutting them out completely from your life? posted (5 months) ago
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• Time for another boyfriend rant :)
  

  [quote turner.bell][quote kelly_l_johnso]I have the same boyfriend I swear. We both need to move on and find someone that shows more appreciation. Sad that they can treat us so badly, and we just accept it.[/quote]
  
  :( what’s stopping you from moving on? I don’t move on because sometimes he’s very sweet, and he isn’t mean on purpose, and I’ve sacrificed so much for him so I feel like it would be pointless to give up now, and I don’t want to break his heart, and I just love him so much… :-/[/quote]
  
  I had such a hard time leaving because I felt like I had invested so much and even though we reached a point where there was nothing left to save, I loved for the remote possibility “maybe today he’ll act like he loves me.” I had convinced myself that the frustration and torment I went through every day was worth those rare moments he made me feel loved.
  - written 4 months, 4 weeks ago

• help.
  

  [quote 2wwqe]thanks for the kind words.. i see the need for help.. i just dont know where to turn & ask.. well it cost money.. & because of my physical issues that plague me mentally[/quote]
  
  Read this: http://www.lifeoptimizer.org/2008/01/23/tips-to-defeat-negative-thoughts/.
  - written 4 months, 4 weeks ago

• help.
  

  You’re a fighter and I commend you for that. Don’t give up. You have a chance for happiness. If you give up, everything you went through, everything you battled will have been for nothing. Leave the past in the past. Focus on the you now. What makes you smile, anon?
  - written 4 months, 4 weeks ago

• Time for another boyfriend rant :)
  

  Can you believe I didn’t? I put up with stuff like this for nearly a year.
  - written 4 months, 4 weeks ago

• Time for another boyfriend rant :)
  

  When me and my ex were still going out, a few days before his birthday, I bought us tickets for a movie he really wanted to see, planned to take him out for dinner, and get him whatever book he wanted from B&N. I know that sounds really corny but he didn’t want anything grandiose and we both love movies and books so, whatever. Unfortunately, two days before his birthday we got into a huge fight over the phone and he said to me, “I don’t know if I love you anymore.” I broke up with him, returned the tickets and scrapped all the plans. After a week he apologized and said he still loved me. I was stupid and took him back. Two months later - my birthday. I throw my party at Adventureland early because he has to fly back home once the dorms close for the summer. I promised him I would take him to Adventureland before he had to fly back. He pays for his ticket, I pay for mine. On the day of my actual birthday, he waits until 9 that night to wish me a happy birthday. I teasingly say, “No, gift, huh?” He tells me, “Let’s just say we’re even then.” Then he goes off telling me he spent $200 for my birthday. I say, “on what? how?” He tells me that he bought breakfast (he paid for himself. I paid for me and ended up paying for my friend as well), paid for Adventureland (again he paid for only himself), and ice cream! He tells me that every single one of those purchases he got overcharge fees on his debit card so he ended up spending $200! Happy birthday to me, huh.
  - written 4 months, 4 weeks ago

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