i’m on the same boat, been unemployed for the past 4 months now and no job offers in sight, not even an interview. getting by on a little bit of unemployment, but even that is not enough. I lost the first man i have ever loved a few years ago, and he is now with another woman with a child together… i find myself with someone else also but i have this regret in my heart for what could have been. sometimes i wish something would happen… something like what you are thinking, but i know i cannot do that to myself.. RESPECT, love yourself enough and hang in there… and i think about my father who just passed away a little over a month ago. he used to say, “always smile when you are down”… life is already too short. but one thing i know, while there is life in me, i will not give up hoping… i hope you keep going and never give up. just know that you are not alone. i know for a fact that there are thousands who are probably in the same boat as you and i. please, don’t give up hope. - written 5 months, 1 week ago