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i hate how some channels that never played his songs for ages…eg: MTV asia. they only played a song rarely in some shows like, “i lvee the 90’s”..but the minute he died its like omg michael jackson videos all over the place. do a tribute thats fine. dont suddenly act like u remembered him cos he died. thats just a hypocrisy vibe in my book..i hate how the day he died all the radio channels kept playing his songs…sigh.

that said i dont think its fair to say “why u depressed if u never met him”. i know im sad i never will meet him now.

its always sad when legends die isnt it…
i feel bad because i will never get to see him in concert either. no i didnt have tickets for this one but i hoped fervently that i would be able to someday..now i have no more hope:(

thankyou ppl:D

hehe yay, ure right sahara…friend found ^_^

[quote sahara]aww. well - being close to someone… is your choice. it seems you have expressed yourself very well here. maybe here is a good place for now. :) there are certainly no judgments because we don’t know you! :D

life is full of lessons… and i think perhaps this is one of yours. friends aren’t hard to come by really… a little humor and honesty goes a long way… because we are all humans with issues. :)

what are your issues ? make a list.[/quote]

its not that im afraid of being judged..its just really long..theres a lot of things ive kept u know. thats why i feel i need a one person to talk it out with..

[quote hopelikefire4]Can I be your friend? :3

I too have no close friends at this point, except for my boyfriend. I do spill stuff to him but I have the same lonely depressed syndrome that you do and have taken to calling myself the golden retriever. Talk about your low self esteem, even I admit that I’m a dog…

I am pretty much the epitome of pathetic. But I am told I’m a good listener. Maybe we could help each other out.

If you want you can send a nice big vent-fest to i> small>(email removed) /small> /i> and we can be online pen-pals xP I promise I’ll read every word. I won’t judge, cause you can’t possibly be more pathetic than me. I think I will understand well enough because we have some things in common. As for suggestions, I’ll do my best, but I might not be much help, since I’m kind of a mess too.

You don’t have to if you don’t wanna, but I’m here.[/quote]

yes please! ah but ur emails been removed from the post.

this is really hard to say but i cant even imagine who i would pick…i guess i have not been very open about myself i doubt my friends would even know i have these issues..im not very open with my emotions…i guess im paying now huh :P i am just not that close to anyone :(

hard to say without knowing the nature of ur depression, but doing something u enjoy might be a start…?

heh misery loves company?

nice idea..good luck!

i would like to hope there is always a time and a chance for a change.

music therapy (just feel better by santana ft steve tyler) and wallowing in self pity, and hating myself for it. ugh ive seen better days..or nights to be exact.

try and talk to her? make her see how u feel..if she wont take it (and u cant make her if she truly doesnt want to) distance yourself the best u can so u give urself a chance to get over it. suicide isnt an answer…think of all the good stuff u cud be missing out on. and the first poster has an excellent point. u said she says she loves u even if she isnt ready to take it up with u now for whatever complicated reasons…so what would it do to her if u were to go? besides if u stay around, maybe she’ll come to her senses and come back…u never know..

hang in there

u know..i always thought November Rain by Guns n’ Roses could be interpreted into a story about giving love a chance with someone youre close to otehrwise. listen to it and see if u agree?

“bags of sloshing emotion”..i love it !!!

and yeah i know what u mean about friends..but the thing is see, i moved abroad recently to go to college..and i only meet my friends online for a few mins at a time a couple days a week. how can i gush about my issues when i get so little time to catch up on things? also i cant go out, i have a very overprotective mother..im allowed to go out once a week and i have to be home by 6 30 pm..my boyfriend lives here..but he lives in another state because of the course he studies…sigh its just..complicated..i do appreciate ur answers i really do. i just feel like sometimes, i really need someone who has the time of day who can really converse with me about this. some “me-time” with someone else. maybe this is just an extra low point. maybe it’ll feel less bleak in a couple days. its just that right now, i feel really low.

stuff kept over time do grow bigger and blow out of proportion too…although thats another reason why i need to vent. gah.

thankyou all who have helped and who keep helping…