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YEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYA!!!!!!!
Wow….does this mean like…. the old old day with like…all the laughs…and like….the funnyness…and like….the peeps who used to have all the funnyness are like…coming back? Cos this place has got really crappy recently since helpy changed a lot of shit and knacked the site up and abandoned it :p it sucks tbh lol
Quite a few of the old users are still here… you remember Commander Ikari? Rocco? Etc… There still about… I think users like Anubis have drifted… Washu…hasn’t been seen in years…but didnt she have a little kid and her mother steal the computer or something? xP

That is kinnda batty :p forgetting so many passwords. but you know what? Sounds exactly like meeeeeeee :D :P xD xP

Why have to chahge your nickname? If i keep calling you Exie we can confuse people :p Nope. Cant call you silly :p. Theres a wacko chatto person called sillyme, shortened to silly. :p. You can keep to Exie for now :p.

How could I not of remembered youuuu? lulzzzzzzzzz
you were like…. someone i talked to for like…..monthssssssssssssssssssssssssss
literally… lol :P
I keep remembering random peoples all the time. But noooo nevear forgotted youu :P
How could I? lol that would be insane xD

imma ramblinnnnnnnnnnnnnn :P

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Quit the ciggarettes last week (I think, my memory sort of fails me when something is more then 2 days away). Amsterdam; going to hang out, eat badly and sit around listening to music - basicly do nothing in another place *smiles & laughs*

On to the crazy; I’m considering bleaching & breaking out the blue dye again.

Anything crazy you plan to do before going to college?

I’ve quit smoking, but that’s more like the opposite of doing something. Going to Amsterdam next week, just for the afternoon/evening - take the last train back home.. it’ll be good to go there again (haven’t been in a while)

I’m just fixing it up! my 2 little brother make a mess constantly and my dad has these “ideas” that involve me doing them and now.. CLEANING THEM UP!!

Exieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You’re back!? Like…. for good!?
What happened to your old account?
Youu, miss exie, stoped emailing back xP
Howve you beeennnnn????????????
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I’m OK, can’t believe it’s August already - I hardly remember doing anything in July or June.. I should find something to do soon (or I might lose my mind)

I let them go, but when I was working arund the garden I found two frogs.. chances are it was them!!

Hopefully the luck part will come into play!! so I did the lotto in hope i’ll win!!

I have no idea!! two just start hopping around in my kitchen! I looked it up online and frogs are a sign of fertility and in Irish culture they are leprechaun shape shifters!!

found this!

http://goodtimescomics.com/comics/200…

I’m grand! I found 2 frogs in my house… I put them in a bucket of water with rocks in it and wet outside to get some grass for hiding in and another frog jumped into my hand.. i’m kinda freaked out!

How have you been?

Oh GOD!! he’s the same! He’s one of a select few actors that makes me cringe!! It’s not natural!!

I should be able to act like myself, but I’ve been told so many times that I live in my own little world; and I agree, I do, I just have a hard time trying to figure out what does or does not belong in it.

The food thing, yeah it’s a control issue; I don’t like saying “yes, I may have been diagnosed with an eating disorder by basicly every psych I’ve seen the past 10 years, I just think they are all wrong about it.. because it’s not that bad” It makes my mind go in circles and makes me want to scream.

No, don’t worry, it wasn’t you that got killed; it sort of flowed into that grey area where I didn’t know if it was a dream or real, that’s what freaked me out most. But it doesn’t seem important at all anymore.

Hehe! Yeah! ,

I haven’t read them all! But yeah.. he’s a horrible actor.. he shows NO emotion.. kinda like Keanu Reves…

*hug*

I haven’t been to see Harry Potter, I did go see my real life friend(?) it needs the question mark, because I kind of really dislike her at times. I’m stil very much busy thinking about food, the other day I ate normal food (bread & milk omg) because I was with my friend and acting normal, trying to look normal is key or she’ll get embarrased. I’ll see her again in maybe 6 months, when she has time..

Had a nightmare which involved me murdering someone, got pretty creepy - that was this night; have been sort of “out of it” since then. Just missed a big thunderstorm, because I didn’t believe it was real, also it’s too busy & I think people are trying to tap into my thoughts. So I post online, see how non of this makes sense?

I just did.

Tell that poster complaining about this site this:

If you have a complaint about this site, call 1 - 8 0 0 - 3 2 8 - 7 4 4 8 OR
1 - 8 0 0 - E A T - S H I T.

If I didn’t love her this much I sware i’d be gay.. girls drive me fuckin& bonkers! (I joke, for the record.. I shall never turn gay!) Things are grand now! for the while anyways! She told me just there that she loves me because I accept her for who she is.. NO IDEA! I’ll ask her about it when I see her.. I’m guessing a old friend of hers is now a jerk or something..

I DID! I thought it was great actually!!

I got 3 invites, so I’m going to check these out. Be back in awhile.

Hi! I just woke-up an hour ago, got dressed and now I’m ready for work. Another day, another day. I’m sneezing my head off. I sneezed all over my computer. It was so unexpectedly,. lol

Hehe! I think everyone in the English speaking world knows who he is!!

It’s 1:19 and you’re still up? How r u going to get up for work?

lol, your funny. I knew there was a reason I choose you to be friends with. We must be one in the same, lol Yes we are one in the same, the difference is I have two cute ferrets and you don’t, heheheheheheheheehehhehehehehheheheheheheheheehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh ehehehheehehhe
OK stop! Oh, I did that.

What must we do? Do we call the queen her majesty to say that Sillerious is hilarious, but she lives in her own box?
Did you know that shouting yourself is just like talking to yourself? So, what I’m saying is………..do you normally talk to yourself? lol,lol

OMG,you did. I can’t believe you, Sillerious. How many times will it take before you realize that you’re in your own box?

Boooooooo to all those people that are stick thin and can eat like there’s no tomorrow. I envy them…

Well, I’m not posh lol. I live wayyyy up North of England, far, far away from Your Majesty, The Queen. Northeners are not, I repeat not, posh. But Northeners do love their tea. And scones are just tasty lol. And I don’t even know what Devonshire tea or cream tea is… the only tea I know is the tea with tea bags, milk and sugar, lol.

Sorry if the questions are not in order the way in which they were asked. I was rushing to answer them. heheheheheheheh

Ok, to answer your questions. I just returned from feeding the ferrets. They woke-up hungry. Yes, you seem very posh, but in a good way, not in a stuck-up way. Posh is a good thing where I come from. It stands for being smart, rich and snobby. Do you have Devonshire tea or cream tea with your scones? In my country we would call you snobbish or uppity. As for the Registered Nurse thing? Yes a Registered Nurse is different from other nurses. It takes more college/education to become a RN and I make a lot more money. And for the other question, I can eat and eat but I will pay for it tomorrow when my waist is 1 inch larger. I have to work out extra hard tomorrow to make up for all the eating I did today. Booooooo

My friend is in the hospital because he didn’t do his physical therapy the way he was suppose to. You see, he had his whole knee replaced because he played too much racket ball and damaged his knee. Since he didn’t do his rehab that well he had to go back into the hospital for the surgeon to manipulate his knee. In lay mens terms, they had to break all the scar tissue that built up around his knee so he can move it. It’s very complicated. As for me, I’m a Registered Nurse. And yes, being a girl really sucks because now I’m going to eat another fudge bar. I’m not fat or anything, but I will be if I continue to eat this way.

I’ve been doing OK. I finished work and I had to drive to the hospital to see my friend, but I am too tired, so I’ll see him tomorrow. I called, though. Other then that I ate like a pig today. I had 4, yes I said 4 Swiss Miss Fudge Bars and 2 chocolate Dixie cups. Not all at one sitting. I had two in the afternoon and 2 this evening. How about you? How are you doing this evening? It’s 7pm here. What time is it in England? And are you having your tea and scones?

I just noticed………you shouted yourself! hehe, lmao

Ferrets are the most quietest animals you will ever have as a pet. The only sound they make is a very soft “hiss” sound when they are playing with each other. Oh, and the other sound you’ll hear is the “ouch” sound coming from you when they jump up on your leg with their nails in bedded into your skin, or when they bite. Junior doesn’t bite, only Jake. He’s my problem child, but he is also the most fun.

I know! I didn’t know it could do that either! Wow, that’s an accomplishment! We have broken out of the shout area. We’ve crossed the barrier between the shout box and the shout trails! Wow! We are amazingly talented! I think we have super powers.

And your ferrets are just so….. awwwwww… okay I won’t overuse my powers.

So, how’ve you been?

I shouted myself. I hate when I do that.

So, what do you think about Jake? I don’t think you can see his red eyes. They’re both sleeping right now.

Look, my Awww went into your shout box too. And yes, aren’t they the cutest ever. They’re my babies.

I can’t believe it, your Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww wwwwwwwww when all the way in my shout box. I didn’t think it could do that. OMG, that is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo weird.

Lol, good idea. Is it possible to eat too much fruit? Fruits good for you, you’re just getting more and more nutrition from it aren’t ya? I’m no doctor, I’ve no idea.
Why do you worry so much about gaining weight?

And you might like the Harry Potter films if you haven’t read the books ‘cuz the books are so brilliant that the films are like a joke in comparison. Do you like to read?

Haven’t watched any of the Harry Potter movies, they sort of come by on TV at Christmas anyway so I consider it more like background noise - and it reminds me of christmass, which is kind of happy, sad & confusing all at the same time.

Maybe I should just go watch it lol, I don’t smoke when I’m around people I know -my mom hates the smell, so I go outside or sit on my balcony to smoke. Would be a nice distraction; I’ve actually written “OMG I ate too much fruit!” in my diary, also had soup today so I keep on worrying I’ll gain weight.. so, I’ll put it on the list: go watch Harry Potter/stop thinking about food and sigs..

Hehe cool, yeah I had it as a screensaver too:-) Who are u?

On another pretty much very failed attempt (oh who am I kidding, it doesn’t even count as an attempt). I went two days without sigs - mostly because I was sleeping allot.

Anyway I went out to get some food; bought a melon, strawberries, raspberries, blueberries, prunes, grapefruits, white grapes, red grapes and siggarettes. The people at the shop must think I’m a little crazy :)

In two weeks I’ll see her again, and I’m seeing my social therapist tomorrow (he kind of tries to help but I only see him once every few months to talk about how my other plans/therapies are working out).

Dark Angel is pretty cool, it’s about a geneticly changed girl that tries to find out about her past; I’m only at episode 4 but it’s a nice show so far.

Lol! I’ve been tired and I’ve spend most of my day obsessing about food, body fat percentages and trying to convince myself: noone is perfect, I’m fine.. Also been scared about my anti-anxiety meds (good old Xanax) making me fat. But I’ll be fine, I’m OK :)

I should just go on youtube and watch Hells Kitchen or Dark Angel, something to take my mind of things.

Um, yeah, once again my day has been oooooooookay, lol. How about yours?

*waves and smiles* Evening, hope you’ve been having a good day

I guess I don’t get poetry in the same way other people do, maybe it’s the way my mind works. Read one line, process, think, read next line; in poetry at least it doesn’t matter if it doesn’t connect and it doesn’t have to make sense. I just sort of warp it around in my mind and give somekind of meaning to it - and maybe it’s not what the peson tried to say, but I like the thinking part. It’s like a riddle or puzzle.

Same goes for songs, even tv shows I’ve given totally different meanings to; just because I can. I like thinking about stuff and poetry/lyrics/pictures they can sort of jump start some nice day dreaming.

Also, I have to say, you’re a really nice person, it’s nice to meet you :)

I like trying to help people that feel lost I guess, people I can relate to in some way - most of the time I just say things I tell to myself or things I’ve heard other people say. And I always question everything, because allot of the time people are actually really good at giving advice to themselves or finding a new way to look at things.

Also I love some of the poetry, just the insights into peoples lives and seeing how things change over time - I do the “what would you do with your life if you didn’t have these problems” thing allot & I’m trying to be more positive in the hope that if I change myself > I change my world > the world becomes a bit better.

Yeah I really, really dislike feeling abandoned. Makes me all upset, angry, sad, confused; I tend to think it’s somehow my fault. Like I should be in control, but I can’t make people stay, I know that. It just makes me doubt myself.

I don’t handle rejection that well; because I overthink it and lil selfish me makes it all about me.

Guess weather/nature & death are about the only things in life I accept, I know I can’t change it, I have no influence over it and I’m OK with that.

The nice thing about the weather is: it can’t leave, it always continues & it’s everywhere.

I don’t know why exactly I like weather so much, nice weather to me is storms, lightning, hail, wind gusts, tornadoes, huricanes, pretty clouds; and noone minds if you complain about it being too hot, too cold, too breezy, too much rain lol

I hate the smell too, that’s actually part of why I started smoking: I had the brilliant idea “if it tastes that bad I won’t have an apitite left” and it kind of works in a weirds way.

The radar things, http://radar.weather.gov/radar.php?pr… most of the time I have no idea what half of it means but it looks really cool to see storms develop and if luck is on the side of the internet there are usually some live streams online http://www.severestudios.com/livechase (there’s a a huge amount of sites online dedicated to the weather & I love it, watching safely, nice and warm sitting behind my desk)

I know what you mean, today was like “special” because I actually had a reason (besides going to the gym) to go outside. Trying to help people here, and mostly just reading, being inspired is usually the highlight of my day too - besides staring at radar image loops and lurking on tornadochat.com

I know I’ll have to quit smoking; I actually stand outside the gym before I go inside and light up a sig every time *confused* I should learn something from not being able to breathe right for the next ten minutes lol