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• What is it with adults? posted (4 months, 1 week) ago
  I need help. It took me so long to finally admit this. I’ve been trying to show this to my d…

• It’s probably already been asked but how did you find Help.com? posted (4 months, 2 weeks) ago
  I was seriously contemplating offing myself but I thought to try one more thing. I typed help.com …

• As much as I love posted (4 months, 2 weeks) ago
  and, erm adore the giant “S” avatar isn’t there ANY way I can get rid of it? This…

• Happy Birthday To Me. posted (4 months, 3 weeks) ago
  15 years… So why do I feel so horrible. No excitement, no hapiness, not even for the gifts my…

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• Love or money or sex?
  

  love
  - written 3 months ago

• Why do people feel the need to be mean?
  

  [quote Rowass (The Great)]Well to counter your question, why do people feel the need to be nice?
  
  Being mean is a component of human nature, a necessary one too. It shows you how much self-esteem you have.[/quote]
  
  I agree. Being mean gives people this certain high that makes them feel better about themselves. Sometimes though, it’s out of stress, sadness, or anger.
  
  xx
  - written 4 months ago

• What is it with adults?
  

  [quote DezirayFilth]Well what is the problem exactly?
  Sorry if thats nosey..
  Just trying to help.[/quote]
  
  Where to start? Most of my day I feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. I’m worried that things will never happen for me. I doubt I have a future. I’m an alien to most people, I’m supposed to act and be a certain way because of how I look, but that’s just not me. I’m never good enough. All my aunt seems to like to do is tell me how fat and waste of space I am. She hates my mom, I’m certain that’s why she doesn’t like me. I want to lose weight. Tons of it. I’m tired of not being “fit enough” or feeling akward around other girls. I never used to think of myself as fat, now its always on my mind. If only I can lose 10 or 20 llbs. I can’t eat without wondering how many calories I’m consuming or how it’d effect me later. It seems the temptation to throw up grows after every meal.
  I don’t live with either of my parents, and I’ve grown up watching my mom suffer trying to get her papers and everything. She’s also still heartbroken since my dad, she can’t seem to move on. It makes me cry eveytime I think of what she’s been through, but I can’t help her. My dad has money. He seems ok where is, I wonder why he doesn’t want to live with me sometimes.
  I want to be a musician, but everywhere I turn it’s “I don’t think you can” or “Singers start at a very early age”. I can’t see myself being happy doing anything else. Such negativity everywhere. I’m exhausted, like I don’t see the point to trying.
  - written 4 months, 1 week ago

• One bye one they appear,
  

  I’m so sorry for your loss hun. I just read some of your other poems and wow you’re a very talented writer. Full of emotion like Amelia said. I wish you the best.
  xx
  - written 4 months, 1 week ago

• Do you think you ever really get over your first love if you had your heart broken badly by them?
  

  No I don’t think you do. My mah’s still not over my dad after all these years. She’s still hurting just as she has been all these years even though she denies it.
  - written 4 months, 1 week ago

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