There are no problems , only solutions we've yet to find .
At the moment , Saturday March 4th 2006 1:49am , i am too distressed internally to say much about myself . I don’t feel very substantial . My self esteem is at an all time low , and my personality is registering void . My post says it all ! I’m busted up emotionally/psychologically as i go through physical withdrawl from her . It’s like any thing that makes you feel good , and suddenly it’s not there any more . And i put a years worth of time and energy into loving this woman , making the extra effort to help her when she needed it . But there was a time when i was filling in for too many others who were absent from her life , and in my exhaustion and need to rest , i made a joke about getting a second boyfriend . . . and she did just that . . . but i’m being repetitious . Simply , i need help getting through this time . . . and later when i’m feeling better , i will see what remains of my personality and talk about it .