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Wow, I’m so glad to hear that your Grandpa is alright. My mom was diagnosed (sp?) with cancer over a year ago. She was stage 3 and wasn’t expected to make it. However, the cancer is in remission now and she’s doing great! :)
God Bless You, Heather!

-Mitch

i know, its been forever since ive even really been on the computer, i moved from kansas to colorado to move in with my grandpa because he had gotten canser, but the canser is gone now, his eye sight had gotten bad when he had gotten the canser. But his eye sight is clearing up. And everything else in life is great.

How have you been?

Oh hey heather! I havent heard from you in forever. How’s life treating you? I’m going snowboarding today. yay! Talk to you later!

-Sas

hey, wassup

ive been avoiding help.com, and after this time, im probly not going to be on here for a really long time. Im need to get through some problems that i have, and i can’t do that while being on help. every time im on help i talk about my problems, and it makes them seem dumb to me, and then i ignore them and thats not helping me to get past them. so im taking time away fromt the computer to sort out my life. just something that i got to do. cuz i know that if i stay on here then im going to keep useing as a hiding place and thats not good. and by ignoreing my problems, ive been getting my emotions all built up, and i started, well, kinda cutting myself a few days ago. and i need to stop doing that, and the only way that i can do that is to face my problems, i don’t know how long i will be gone. hopefully not long.
but, when i do get back on. i will be sure to let you know.
bye
heather

Listy, are you still on ever? I havent talked to you in forever! Where you been?

its 6 am here… im gonna try to get some sleep now. im lucky i dont work till the afternoon

Thanks :)

But, just know, if yo udo ever need to talk, just let me know

ok

thanks.. i’ll probably be ok.

Are you going to be ok?
Im here if you ever need to talk.

its ok.

ummm, I dunno what to say

uugh.. i dont know how to fix all this. i feel really sick and i cant sleep anymore..

You could talk to me, like just to talk about your probs if you want

no. I just feel so weak now.. like i cant accomplish anything. I have no strength. The thing is.. i deal with a lot of peoples stuff, but i never like to let my feelings out. I used to just bleed them out, or drink them away, but im trying really hard to stop that. Now its like all my troubles and weaknesses have nowhere to go and they just fester inside me.

What?? Like drinking? whast going on?

hey,
not incredible actually.. i think im falling apart again.. :’(

hey sas! Ive been really good.
How have you been?
Whatcha been doin?

Hey listy! How’ve u been?