If you know anything about me, you should know that in a case like this, I’d point you to God. I know that may not seem helpful, but I spent a good 5 1/2 years of my life in a near-suicidal depression, and God pulled me thru it. He can offer you strength when you havent got any left.
Please take the time tonight to give all your cares to Him. God loves you. He doesn’t want to see you suffer alone.