hi i know excatly how you feel you just have to be strong for yourself and it sounds like you are a lilttle overwhelmed with everything in your life you may need to slow down a little and try t oget some professional help i waited years before i got help and it caused me a lot of emtional issues and problems with life depression is a diease and it only gets worse without help quit the crying and laugh about it thats all u can do dont be to hard on yourself i would get some professional help if i was you anyway good luck and hang in there . - written 4 months, 1 week ago