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i am 20 and a gambling addict i live in calgary alberta and i am sick of being who i am i have thought about suicide alout and i even have homicidel thoughts somtimes not just because i gamble i love to gamble but its just not me i get the shakes if i am not in a casino its a real addiction the hardest one to break but it doesint really matter i want to commit suicide because i am evil and really dnt deserve to live life at all i met a wounderfull girl yesterday i ditched her to go to the casino and gamble and i dnt feel bad at all about it even though i hurt her i care more about myself then anyone i dream of killing then ending my own life i dnt want to hurt any innoccent only the wicked

Where did you grow up?
edmonton

Where do you live now?
calgary