I think i feel depressed posted (5 days, 7 hours) ago
I’m still a junior high school student, but i think i’m depressed. Or maybe it’s …
Is it okay to decided to be loner? posted (1 month, 3 weeks) ago
I read that from “wikihow” how to become a loner, and i think it’s weird to make …
How do you stabilize your mood? posted (2 months) ago
I do have a mood problem, i have up and down mode, my mood doesn’t have any reasons for chan…
i can’t stop thinking about the past posted (2 months, 1 week) ago
i have cried just to think about my perfect past compared to my worse present, i want to just rewin…
That is the way you punish yourself, right? Maybe you just need to change your way to punish yourself. Do you still do that lately anyway? - written 5 days, 8 hours ago
I agree with “i hate when you have stuff you have to get done and all you want to do is curl up in a ball and cry”
I got that problem, too. In monday there’s a test, but i don’t even bother to study a little, but i don’t have anything to do beside that, it’s just i don’t wanna do everything, and that feeling is sucks - written 5 days, 8 hours ago
[quote Anonymous]well i do see the sun everyday(run to my early class).. i keep my mind off things by studying and walking around..
Im trying to become an engineer.. hopefully industrial and mechanical (that keeps me busy)
but its not my career or goals that im worried about.
what hit me was that i might quite possibly have no one beside me..
and everything is meaningless without that someone to share your life with it..
i might not even have another 20 years to live.. or even another day..
so till now.. im just a no one..[/quote]
Yeah, i do try to be busy too, to keep my mind off from all that things.
Anyway, what about your problem? Do you feel better now? Because i learnt from myself that when everything hit me all at once (just like you) i started to cry, and after that crying is like drugs to me, i can’t stop it, it’s the only way for me to release all problems inside my mind. Everytime i’m alone i started to make myself cry, i do love it, even when i don’t have any problem, it’s like i’m trying to make my mind feel that i have a problem.
And now, i did cry a lot with no reason, seldom for me to cry with reasons. I hope crying will never be your way to solve any problems, trust me, it’s never solve anything. When i think i don’t want to cry, i punch the wall until my hand gets hurt, sometimes it’s stop me from being a crybaby. - written 1 month ago