i know it might sound shallow but i’m just really unfortunate in alot of ways compared to the people in my life - people react negatively to the way i look and i feel really nervous/awkward around other people. the one guy i truly loved doesn’t feel the same way about me. i feel lonely alot! people that know me have no idea how terribly i feel about myself and my life, i hate that i have such negative thoughts constantly but i don’t think it will ever change unless i could be born again as somebody else. - written 1 month, 3 weeks ago
