jetmoo's shout trail with thep - Help.com

Well I’ve been thinking. I think it’s best that we don’t talk anymore. It’s been nice knowing you. well. most of the time that I’ve known you. It’s kind of sad really. But I think it’s best to look out for myself now. So I’m going to cut you off. No hard feelings. Take care of yourself. But. I won’t be talking with you anymore. For real this time. It’s better that way. It’s better that way for me.

thank you staying for a little bit.
ok thepp
I’m gonna go too actually. It’s getting a bit late. I should get an early night.
good night

Yes and did a bit of gardening this morning. I will try to look in in a little while. Must go for a short while though.

Look, i meant to come for a quick look and then go do some other stuff, that has to be done.
I didn’t want to leave though until we had found some sort of solution.
I do need to go do the other stuff.v dont see it as me not carring, I will soon have more time to spend on here again soon.

what have you been up to today?
have you been busy with the websites still?

hm. aslong as you’re not going to hurt me again. I don’t like getting hurt. I really don’t.

well I was reading a book today. I’ve read it afew times before and decided to read it again. It’s a good book. it’s called vicky angel

As this is a help website, I cant see much help being given by either of us.
It is more upsetting than helpful, perhaps it would be better for both of us to find something else to talk about or to do.
What do you think?

You will see things the way you wish to, I care a lot, but I am not willing to bring back bad feelings when there is no good reason.
I can see no good comming from this, so now please let the matter drop.

if you don’t talk, then that just shows that you don’t care.

Why do you keep thinking I am angry or going to get angry with you? This is a bit upsetting to me. I thought we had decided to be friends again.
Either we are freinds or we are not, the choice is yours to make.
Do we stay friends? Or do we distance ourselves? The choice again is yours to make.

I have said all I have to say about the matter now.
I will not be talking about it again.

why would talking about it cause a fight or upset? would you get angry about it?

Sorry, the answer is I dont wish to talk about it.
I dont want to start another fight or upset but it is better to let it pass.
I dont know why it bothers you, for that I am sorry you can not let it go.
I dont have any sugestions to make about it.

I only put that part of the email up to answer your question, of what was wrong.

well I think I’d still like to talk about it. If it didn’t bother me then I wouldn’t have brought it up.

I thought this had all been sorted out, I dont wish to bring it all back up again.

We were both wrong in things that we did, you were wrong for placing one of my emails,I sent, to you on here.

It is all water under the bridge as far as I am concerned. We had I thought started again, what has gone has gone, nothing we can do to change any of it.
Lets just get on with the now, it’s now that matters.

I saw I had a shout and kind of dreaded reading it. but that made me feel better. thanks.
are you really my friend afterall?
I still don’t understand why you shouted at me awhile ago. You lost your temper at me when I said that person had my email address. You didn’t have to get mad at me. I didn’t do anything wrong.
and when you said that you were trying to help me by shouting at me, that was just silly. I don’t understand why you said it though. because I know it wasn’t true. shouting causes resentment, fear, sadness and anger. if you care about someone, you don’t try to hurt them. so you should have known I wouldn’t take it out on you back then. but you deliberatly tried to upset me instead. and that lol in the email, made it seem like you thought it was a joke. but it wasn’t funny.
Please make some sense of this to me.
I know we’ve kind of talked about it. But what you said before, still doesn’t seem to add up.
I’d like a clear picture and to know where I stand. and I’m sure that you would too.
I’d like it if you took the time to reply back to this if that’s ok.

I better be careful what I say, I dont think you are lazy.

You do know yourself better than any of us, ever will.
You seem to know what you want and it looks like you keep trying at it till you get there.
Happy enough with the B is great, get the two C’s to B’s then you have reached another goal.
Hope and wish you well with it.

I seemed lazy for a few months before because I felt like crap. I didn’t believe in myself. It was silly really. but you know, I’m sure everyone’s felt like that before. it’s life and it happens to the best of us. there’s no point in dwelling on it. and then aload of other crappy stuff happened. but I’m over that now.
please don’t think of me as lazy. I know myself better than anyone. and I’m not.

and I’m quite proud about the B. That was my aim. I don’t need to do that one again. It’s good enough as it is.
and I have better faith in myself than any one else does or ever will. because it’s me that runs my life. you’ve only known me afew years.

we’re just different really. but that’s ok. everyone is different.

there’s nothing wrong with a bit of day dreaming really.
in a way, it’s better to have dreams than not have any at all. because then you have something to look forward to and try for.
I’m just creative. I enjoy doing things that are creative. It’s like an outlet. and not having so much weight on my shoulders helps me to be more positive and do things. I don’t deal with stress that well. so I like to throw it off my shoulders once every while. helps me to cope. then I can deal with what life throws at me. stress drags me down. alittle is good for motivation. but alot isn’t.

As long as you dont become determined to be lazy, all is well.
Good night jetmoo.

ok thepp. no probs. good night

hey! :D you know about starsigns LOL
pisces do daydream. and you spelt that right! even i can’t spell pisces right! lol

well I can get lazy. but I’m not always like that. i have a lot of determination and motivation when I want to.

I think it is time for me to go to bed now, I do need some rest.

I think you have the makings to becomming lazy though.
The day dreaming almost makes you pisces!

hm. that’s kind of like my mam. She always keeps herself busy too.

I just like the idea of lying on my bed, with music playing in the background, maybe singing to it whilst the sun shines through my window, and drawing. and having some chocs beside me lol
and maybe daydreaming and writing.
that’s my idea of relaxing :)
I can’t get lazy though. only relax when it’s ok to.

I have changed it, I am a lot less active than I used to be.
Quietened down quite a lot, I like it that way, I need to have things to do. It was ingrained on me from early childhood days.

I mean, why do you have to be busy all the time? and why does life have to be so stressful?

can you not change it and throw all the weight off your shoulders?

You have lost me on that last shout. Dont understand what you are asking or saying.

why does it have to be that way?

Have to be busy all of the time, mind and body.
Mine is a stressfull life.

Perhaps this is the closest I can find to its meanings.
http://www.englishclub.com/writing/pu…

do you mean a query? or asking a question?

do you enjoy doing tiresome things?
I’m different. i like to take things slow and easy. more relaxed. and less pressure. I HATE pressure lol pressure is just stressful

It means queerying something in my book.

Well, there are time limits to some things, I get help with the heavy work in the gardens, from my best mate. Then there are the seasons that take into account the things I do in the garden.
In the winter months its a quick rest then looking after the websites all over again.

exclaiming is still raising ones voice lol

they say scorpios do that lol
take things easy. There’s no rush. is there?

I am fine, just need to rest for a week or two, perhaps just overdone things a bit.

No, not at all, I am in extremely good mood.
I have finished the perfect picture one, well near enough and am left with part of the two that are left to finish.

you have seemed very different.
are you ok?

I think you sound really stressed out

Well, if you are still here, good night, it is time for me to go to bed.

I have some other work to do over the next month, then it should be back to gardening weather again. This year should see the end of four years work on them.
All that will be left after this year should be just looking after them and weeding.

The last week in particular has been a bitch of a week, I have spent every second I have had on remaking and renovating the websites.
It is like playing advanced mind games, it leaves me mentaly blank.
I will most likely seem a little off or different, I am shattered.

I dont know what to say either, it’s like I am walking on whole eggs, trying not to crack or break them.

The ! is an exclaimation, not a shout.

I am still here.

are you there right now?