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• I had a dream last night, and normally I can figure it out with the help of internet and logical thinking.
  

  I know….but I was hoping for a dream interperter to explain this, I’m very curious, and It’s important to me cause I don’t know how I feel in my waking life about a lot of things but when I interpret my dreams I know.
  - written 3 years, 6 months ago

• i feel useless and used all the time… i want to run away… maybe ill stop running but i dont wanna stop walking away… away!
  

  uhu
  - written 3 years, 6 months ago

• I’ve been wiccan..
  

  Uhm the famous line goes for wicca as well: ‘I wouldn’t do that if I were you!’
  And I’m not closed minded, but sometimes, it’s better not to open the boxes of pandora.
  
  I think a lot of the wicca is evil.
  And it lures you, untill you’re trapped.
  Now I’m not closed minded.
  I think that a lot of the occult(meaning hidden) is not evil, but not meant for us.
  Because, we can’t handle it if it takes over your life.
  
  Yes I believe in God, but I am not like the most christian who points fingers at something and close their eyes and ears from it.
  But Wicca, that’s a bit hardcore don’t you think?
  It’s too dangerous.
  
  If you are stuck in it, or your friend.
  You can try and pray to god, or jesus, for his blood to wash sins.
  And the holy spirit to fill you. It will cast out other powers in you.
  To break the chains of wiccan powers and other dark stuff.
  I’m not trying to force my faith on to you, but I am letting you know the only option that worked for me and in wich I am convinced will work for you.
  So please think about it. ( oh, btw, in case others might tell you so, being christian isn’t in the books and the church only so don’t be afraid so that you have to go EVERY sunday and read EVERY day in the bible wich a lot of people think)
  - written 3 years, 6 months ago

• i feel useless and used all the time… i want to run away… maybe ill stop running but i dont wanna stop walking away… away!
  

  I understand you, I don’t want to feel hungry or eat too.
  I like taste, I am not anorexic, just someone who gets tired of eating to refueling.
  I don’t know either how to be, and I also want to be who I was or who Im gonna be.
  In those kind of situations I can go 2 directions, zombie/robot mode, do what you gotta do try to numb yourself. Or frustrated/depressed/vampire mode, wich comes after zombie mode when zombie mode takes too long. I can’t sleep, I stay up all night, and on the road to breakdown. Sometimes I just want to run, take the first train, place a brick on the gas and on what leave behind I won’t waste a tear my rearviewmirror has got broken glass (lyrics from Blindside - Act).
  But Oh well, you have got to make a choice, run or stay.
  If you stay, everything might get better, mayby worse, maybe the same.
  A chance you got to take.
  But it is a lot less riscy than running.
  Wich is taking the train and leaving.
  Can get better, or you create the same situation, worse, worse than that you’ve ever experianced.
  They say if you run, you might die.
  But staying unhappy, you might as well be dead.
  The choice is yours.
  Yeah, suicide is worthless though, because if you want to kill yourself, you might as well run, because if you are gonna die, you might as well attempt to run in hope for better times. Who knows..
  
  Ok, I’m not good in this I think, but I tried….
  So I hope I could help you.
  - written 3 years, 6 months ago

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