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heh, thats the thing, i have no one i love or loves me, besides my mom i guess n brother and dad…im a good looking guy, 27 yrs old, own a house, college degree, but in a slump rite now, but dont have a girlfriend, and have become too shy and lost all self esteem so i have no girlfriend/s so not much to worry about there with giving it to someone IFFFF i did have it.

I dont have any symptoms, just have had sex with a couple black girls from the city, without a condom since my last hiv test a yr or so ago, and since black people and esp blacks in the city have the highest % of aids, it just bothers me a little bit, and with my anxiety im alot more nervous now about taking a test.

What about if you have Clinical Anxiety, would you want to know or not if you have clinical anxiety, where you have to take klonopin everyday to not have panic attacks. If you found out you have hiv or aids and had bad anxiety like that, it would worsen the knowing

Just because you had sex with someone who has aids or hiv doesnt mean you have it, it is the hardest std to get. Also about the symptoms, i wasnt aware you get symptoms right after exposure, i thought it takes years for hiv to turn into aids and then it just weakens your immunity to all illnesses like colds, etc so you can die from them

For 3 months, he obviously either wants to see whats its like for only a short time, maybe write a book about it, or he has to get inside one to get some information to someone. In the USA 3 months is impossible to go to prison for unless you break out, because its a 1 or 1 1/2 year minimum….

If he’s not real, what would i do differently? Maybe kill myself, because whats the point of living if there’s nothing to happen after you die, your just dead, no memories, nothing…It basically means your life short or long lived was pointless because you just die after.