Here is what I wrote to Rose and the other dancer:: (draft).
Dear Rose & ______
I was sad to hear from Mary that you both have left dance. I LOVED watching you. You are my favorite leading ladies. I have some words of wisdom given me by my big brother when I was not much older than you. I’ve carried their meaning with me my whole life. Thought I’d pass them on…….
He said ….. “Our lives are made up of periods of vulnerability”. Vulnerable to getting a kitten or puppy, to college selection, to having a boyfriend, to marriage, to having a child, to buying something we want but can’t afford, the list goes on…….. He said “if you can somehow make it through this period …. The vulnerability subsides. And you begin to take control over your life.”
I will add “defining moments.” We are vulnerable to poor judgement at times. But knowing that periods of vulnerability will always pass, what follows its the first of many defining moments. Never underestimate your strength of character, and always embrace opportunities to define yourself.
My pearls of wisdom………. When your craft is the dance, you are stricken with constraints in all other areas of your life. You are tired, and you are vulnerable toward walking away. It feels great, temporarily. But then it feels like a hole inside you, and this will last a lifetime. For quitting means losing the passion of your first and greatest love ……… The Dance.
I, for one, will sadly miss you on the dance floor.
Please just consider saying “i made an error in judgement”…..”can we please work something out?”
I sincerely care. If I can be of any help, please write me. I’m a good listener. And no judgements! And total confidentiality. Always.
I can be strong enough to live by myself, but I can’t be strong enough to make the world a better place by myself. Most people need encouragement from others to be doing well. I choose to get that encouragement from my relationship with God ^^
Alright I’ll keep that in mind ^_^
Nah my friends don’t do that. It’s my classmates or some people I know but they don’t do it too often but when they do it, it hurts a lot because I’ve been with them for like 2 or 3 years I guess & there’s a sentence that they said that made me so frustrated which is “oh I’m sorry I was afraid to break you if I touch you or hug you” I think it’s way too rude, don’t you agree ?
yeah I planned on adding a simple combat system to the code. Basically just for loops and do while loops… EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!
lol I’m working on updating that ship game’s graphics and such right now. I’ve a heavy urge to nap even though I’m pounding coffee.
I’m actually learning C# right now. I just got assigned my midterm and we have to create a command prompt text adventure game. lol… I’ve got it started, I just need to actually sit down and work on it… (sleepy thoughts occur when I do tho)
I don’t understand it either. They’re always saying ‘OMG you’re so skinny and you should eat more’ or something like that so it sounds like they’re saying in themselves *thank God, we’re not like her and we actually have some meat on our bodies*.
I’m just taking a moment to eat some food, nothing too exciting. Though I did get a cell phone today, and I haven’t had one in like 8 years. So it’s kinda neat… but it’s mostly because I need it for a job.
Lol no XD
She’s my role model because I’m naturally skinny like her so I’ve met people who have been rude to me about it & they’ve made me have low self-esteem .. So I love how confident she is & really every time I see her I feel very very confident & as weird as it sounds it’s like she’s giving me strength haha yeah, hope you got it ^^
yea im dating…kind of anyway. dont know if im going to stay with her anymore. no im out of highschool. got out last year actually. not sure what else has changed since we last spoke. i still talk to talia every now and then. i cant ,ake friends cause i dont have any way around. lol yea this website has always had its phases, i remember that when i first started. i should be coming up on my 2 year aniversery being a member. so your back in germany? what do you do for a living, and do you like it?
Haha yeah the song’s called Going Crazy .. I love Kan Mi Youn so much & she’s my role model ^^ and I think her Music Video is very original & pretty awesome! Well I’m glad you liked her music.
Yeah, it relaxes the mind enough to allow myself to be absorbed into whatever activity that I’m doing, while not worrying about other things that I have no control over. It’s interesting, most people would get bored, but I’m a Day-by-day person, so each day is new to me.
Precisely! We’ll see how dark your humor is when people are actually involved :P
im alright i guess. same old same old shit, how have you been darksnow? yea it has been a long time hasnt it, i stopped coming on here for a long time. lost contact with everyone i use to talk to. once the chat room disappeared so did everyone really.
oh so they’re all ancient people haha I was gonna say that I hope you’ll meet them one day but that’s difficult to happen now. My favorite idols are Korean so I really hope I’ll meet them one day!
You’re right but It’s already too late and there’s a possibility of me going & not going.