Well I liked this guy since i dunno kindergarden and he iz only a 5th gader and i am a 6th grader. and he and i were goin out at the time (of what i can remember) and i had this really bad dream of him. then one day i go to school and find him with another girl and i said i do not like you anymore. he said the same.
then in 4th grade i started to like him again! but he had a girlfriend so i shrugged it off and 4got about him until 6th grade. I finally got the courage to tell him that i like him through a text, and he didnt reply……
then i started to hate him/like him and called him a jerk. (always do) he said he didnt care then he called me a jerk, i deleted his number and his texts, told him i wuz never gonna talk to him again he said he didnt care.
now its spring break and i cant get over him! UGH!! i dont know what to do every other nite i dream of him. i dont plan it that way, when i am dreaming of something else he allways is ther! it has always happened to me b4.
the one thing i notice is that the relationships i have are always a disaster so yeah i know im a faiure. my friend syas i am boy crazy. is she right?? - written 3 years, 2 months ago
