A.O.E.N's shout trail with SwanLake - Help.com

You’re very welcome, and i look forward to talking soon!

Thank you for the happy birthday, swan lake…Talk soon

Happy birthday!! =)

hope you had a great day

Yea, i’m not sure if i’m more integrated into everyday life activities(understatement in my case..), and Help is not as much of a priority. It was fun when I was a newbie hah.

Northern CA, I am not familiar with the west coast, but we discussed both our origins on the east coast.

lol Sept 1st is around the corner, have a fun break :)

E mail me your number..OK…

Northern Ca. I cant seem to get into help dot com anymore..We can talk latter if you like..I will be online for 6 more hours and then Ill be not returning to this site until the 1st of sept.. We could talk over the phone if you like.

hey rob :)
so much is going on, but i have time to spare, which is great!
sitting at the student union at my uni campus right now before i check in for work at 9am..
where are you now?

Hey swanlake, whats up

i came back to the Help world =) what’s new with you??

Wats up

how are you?

Hey yea let’s chat

You feel like talking

I used it as an example too lol. you’re a good writer though. you just..write:) And don’t hold back like i do.
That sounds like fun. Live mountain music wow the thought of that did cheer me up some Rob, thanks. I accept your invite from afar:) It’s just after 11am eastern now where I am.
Yes I was born and raised on the East Coast(maryland, outside of dc) but I have traveled with my family and a couple trips on my own more recently..ny is fun to visit. are you from manhattan? Upstate appeals to me, esp the catskill mountains.
Right now, I am going to help make some side dishes for the meal in our home today. I should take things in perspective and enjoy with my family. I just want to be able to open up to them, yet I know that I cannot do so without being judged..phooey that’s the cards I was dealt, and I gotta make do right.
I was just watching Martha Marcy May Marlene recommended by Pain in Paradise on here. You could watch it too, I relate to her just a tad. Not all the way, coz the girl is troubled..but endearing all the same. But I am going to get off my a s s soon enough(and go make the food).
It is nice talking with you, hope to make a connection.
I don’t know if emailing you is better. But the help shout wall, for some reason, makes it easier to write, partly because it is still new to me.

Jeeeze I didnt mean I literally climbed Mount Everest…Maybe someday, I just used that as an example..Well, what can I do to cheer you up today then..I am going to the citi park in a few hours to eat and listen to live mountain music..I would invite you but your thee and I am here..I am sorry bout your headache..I am glad you like nature and beautiful places..If you want to tell me more about yourself, that would help talking to you..I hope you could ask me questions about anything so I have a starting point to get to know you..I am glad to meet you, and I will be here untill 11 AM pacific..Are you from the East Coast..You know New York is my home town..

Hey aeolian mode, I go by Kadi. I am a regular gal who is figuring out the direction to take on her journey. I am TRES indecisive in some areas.
Wow you’re pulling yourself back up, and realizing what makes you you. I can only admire and support you in that Rob. This world needs more daring souls to take control of their journey as you mentioned the trek to the top of Everest.
I am sorry to hear about your lead singer. you are strong to face that time and emerge the way you are now Rob.
A love connection which fades. I understand, when you are yearning to put the pieces back together, pushing others away in a subtle way is what happens..
My story: I was hurt last year, but I realize that I was just searching for too much too soon. I trusted some around me to have my back, and when sh** hit the fan, I was all grown up and facing the music on my own. Deep always questioning my faith, erratic decisions, isolating, and today I have a headache and cold which isn’t going to help me have a smooth Turkey Day. I will just try my best.

That you tube video was beautiful…..Gracias, thank you…Who are you…..I dont want to monopolize a conversation

Well complacency has the road as your driver..I decided to get back in the drivers seat today..Yesterday was a real challenge, like I made it to the top of everest, was tired, hungry, and the high cant last because you can only spend a limited time on the summit..So you come back down to earth, and spend time back on the surface..Its just not meant to be sitting and waiting when you know that we are so much more then we think we are..So I decided to climb again”metaphor” I am going back to music..I am welled up in emotion tonight..I swore it off when things ended last year with our lead singer dying, I fell into a depression, I didnt know which way was up..So I lost many close friends in the music industry that was family to me. So I was almost giving up on everything, including anything remotly that I once I identified with..i lost my girlfriend when she thought music was coming between us, but it was me…

OKits in yo mail box

Hey SwanLake….I am excited about tomorrow..I have some good news, at least its taking me awhile to make it..I got to show you the link to my new home, thats old stuff..First off, are you OK…Just checking….Can I email you the link soI dont advertise here:/

How are ya feeling now? Here is the link:http://www.rocklin.ca.us/default.asp
=)

Kicking back on such a day is nice and relaxing. I had a busy and long day away from the computer, so I am just getting back to you. Are you still free to chat? Jim Croce ‘operator’ is lovely music. Just got sick from staying up and then going out in the cold, it just happened quickly. Need to be careful.

OK, I am kicking back on a rainy and cold day and listening to jim croce ..I am ready to chat…You up for it? OK minus some cool points for liking jim croce..How are you today?

Glad to hear back from you:)

I am early 20s. I understand. And I am sleepy a bit too, stayed up too long, everything in its own time..

Thats sweet of you…I am a little sleepy at the moment but would love to chat with you in the morning..i am on pacific time, so I am glad to be friends and can I get an approximate age/ If you dont want to thats cool, but I am still fairly young.. I hope you dont mind , I ask questions to new people rather then making assumptions…

dear Rob? I hear you, you miss your family and the holidays, you are in my thoughts.

You can email me the link, my addy is on my page open to you. I want you to be happy:)
Cannot sleep tonight..

your shout by the way sparked me to say good night to my mom.
where is your fam? and where are you?

I am accompanying to buy the turkey tomorrow:)
Absolutely, I would like a link to see the beautiful place where you live.
‘Spiritual social workers as you said! Your family on help is here.

Hey SwanLake, we was spiritual social workers on that post….I have been quiet because I miss my family and the holidays and all…Are you ready for turkey? Do you want a link to show you the beautiful place I live?

I’ll tease you to cheer you up. I probably annoyed you with the notifications from my answering that last post(want to be a cop right) we were both on. hot? warm? cold?

I noticed you were quiet. you are a treasure for digging deep and displaying your care for others here..hope you are well Rob.

Thanks Rob for the well wishes.
Kadi is my name. I believe we are friends on here ..I added you after you requested me.

Thank you for your kind words…I appreciate your shout.I hope you are doing well..Rob

Hey there. U give really sound advice, so wise, for however young you are:)