Northern Ca. I cant seem to get into help dot com anymore..We can talk latter if you like..I will be online for 6 more hours and then Ill be not returning to this site until the 1st of sept.. We could talk over the phone if you like.
I used it as an example too lol. you’re a good writer though. you just..write:) And don’t hold back like i do.
That sounds like fun. Live mountain music wow the thought of that did cheer me up some Rob, thanks. I accept your invite from afar:) It’s just after 11am eastern now where I am.
Yes I was born and raised on the East Coast(maryland, outside of dc) but I have traveled with my family and a couple trips on my own more recently..ny is fun to visit. are you from manhattan? Upstate appeals to me, esp the catskill mountains.
Right now, I am going to help make some side dishes for the meal in our home today. I should take things in perspective and enjoy with my family. I just want to be able to open up to them, yet I know that I cannot do so without being judged..phooey that’s the cards I was dealt, and I gotta make do right.
I was just watching Martha Marcy May Marlene recommended by Pain in Paradise on here. You could watch it too, I relate to her just a tad. Not all the way, coz the girl is troubled..but endearing all the same. But I am going to get off my a s s soon enough(and go make the food).
It is nice talking with you, hope to make a connection.
I don’t know if emailing you is better. But the help shout wall, for some reason, makes it easier to write, partly because it is still new to me.
Jeeeze I didnt mean I literally climbed Mount Everest…Maybe someday, I just used that as an example..Well, what can I do to cheer you up today then..I am going to the citi park in a few hours to eat and listen to live mountain music..I would invite you but your thee and I am here..I am sorry bout your headache..I am glad you like nature and beautiful places..If you want to tell me more about yourself, that would help talking to you..I hope you could ask me questions about anything so I have a starting point to get to know you..I am glad to meet you, and I will be here untill 11 AM pacific..Are you from the East Coast..You know New York is my home town..
Hey aeolian mode, I go by Kadi. I am a regular gal who is figuring out the direction to take on her journey. I am TRES indecisive in some areas.
Wow you’re pulling yourself back up, and realizing what makes you you. I can only admire and support you in that Rob. This world needs more daring souls to take control of their journey as you mentioned the trek to the top of Everest.
I am sorry to hear about your lead singer. you are strong to face that time and emerge the way you are now Rob.
A love connection which fades. I understand, when you are yearning to put the pieces back together, pushing others away in a subtle way is what happens..
My story: I was hurt last year, but I realize that I was just searching for too much too soon. I trusted some around me to have my back, and when sh** hit the fan, I was all grown up and facing the music on my own. Deep always questioning my faith, erratic decisions, isolating, and today I have a headache and cold which isn’t going to help me have a smooth Turkey Day. I will just try my best.
Well complacency has the road as your driver..I decided to get back in the drivers seat today..Yesterday was a real challenge, like I made it to the top of everest, was tired, hungry, and the high cant last because you can only spend a limited time on the summit..So you come back down to earth, and spend time back on the surface..Its just not meant to be sitting and waiting when you know that we are so much more then we think we are..So I decided to climb again”metaphor” I am going back to music..I am welled up in emotion tonight..I swore it off when things ended last year with our lead singer dying, I fell into a depression, I didnt know which way was up..So I lost many close friends in the music industry that was family to me. So I was almost giving up on everything, including anything remotly that I once I identified with..i lost my girlfriend when she thought music was coming between us, but it was me…
Hey SwanLake….I am excited about tomorrow..I have some good news, at least its taking me awhile to make it..I got to show you the link to my new home, thats old stuff..First off, are you OK…Just checking….Can I email you the link soI dont advertise here:/
Kicking back on such a day is nice and relaxing. I had a busy and long day away from the computer, so I am just getting back to you. Are you still free to chat? Jim Croce ‘operator’ is lovely music. Just got sick from staying up and then going out in the cold, it just happened quickly. Need to be careful.
Thats sweet of you…I am a little sleepy at the moment but would love to chat with you in the morning..i am on pacific time, so I am glad to be friends and can I get an approximate age/ If you dont want to thats cool, but I am still fairly young.. I hope you dont mind , I ask questions to new people rather then making assumptions…
Hey SwanLake, we was spiritual social workers on that post….I have been quiet because I miss my family and the holidays and all…Are you ready for turkey? Do you want a link to show you the beautiful place I live?