He was always very helpful to me and one of the users I admired the most, but I share his world view so that makes it a little easier, heh heh. I found him, added him, and hopefully he’ll come back someday. Thank you again!
To be honest I think I was just having some kind of bi-polar moment or something. I’ve always liked you and I hope you know it’s bad brain chemicals talking. I do much better when I come on here and speak from my heart instead of my screwed up head.
I don’t think I’ll be spending any more time with him. I didn’t have any emotional investment in him, he didn’t do anything ethically wrong per say, but we had gone on a few dates now and then suddenly he was ‘with some chick’ (his words) and it’s like… well now I feel kinda shitty…
Ohhh mind, I spent the night drunk with a very nice guy. We kinda fooled around but didn’t get into anything too serious. Then today on facebook I find out he was with another girl just the night before. We weren’t dating or anything, but I still kinda feel crappy for some reason.
Thanks for the reply. It’s not the hope I’m after. I guess my entire thought in this poem is a flop :/ this is how I meant it to be portrayed: I am a pot, full of hope. The gold he makes are his promises, but they are false and empty promises (alchemist = tries to make gold, but it is only an impure substance he can create). What he uses to make the promise is my hope, because I hope that he will keep it, stay true to it. Does he? No, because the intention was probably never there, the intention of keeping it. He scrapes the last bit of hope out, because it is the last bit of hope I have left that he might fulfill this promise.
As for the other thing, I forgot I even wrote that:p
Yeah, that pretty much cleared it up, but I’ll go a head and add: for me, I see that sometimes in life, you have to do and get sucky stuff before you can move on and get good stuff. If there is something I really want and don’t get it, to me it either means I wasn’t suppose to have it or I wasn’t ready to receive it yet.
odd. . .
It jumps out a little bit on the main page but is perfectly fine in your main profile.
I noticed the same thing with the Avatar I enhanced with Dr. Ralphs Av.
Now is the image you’re showing me in the shout something you’ve done?
- I seen the meanings when I got a closer look. I wanted to do something with it but couldn’t figure it out (because it is a rather complex image). So, I got to looking at the very center of it thinking I could try to make it pulsate, but no. . .the whole thing needed to roll like a rainbow on fire - and that I could do.
I’m glad you like it.