He was always very helpful to me and one of the users I admired the most, but I share his world view so that makes it a little easier, heh heh. I found him, added him, and hopefully he’ll come back someday. Thank you again!
So, a while ago there was a user on here named Blessed. I tried searching but it didn’t work. You’ve been on here so long, maybe you know something about what might have happened to him? Thanks!
To be honest I think I was just having some kind of bi-polar moment or something. I’ve always liked you and I hope you know it’s bad brain chemicals talking. I do much better when I come on here and speak from my heart instead of my screwed up head.
I don’t think I’ll be spending any more time with him. I didn’t have any emotional investment in him, he didn’t do anything ethically wrong per say, but we had gone on a few dates now and then suddenly he was ‘with some chick’ (his words) and it’s like… well now I feel kinda shitty…
Ohhh mind, I spent the night drunk with a very nice guy. We kinda fooled around but didn’t get into anything too serious. Then today on facebook I find out he was with another girl just the night before. We weren’t dating or anything, but I still kinda feel crappy for some reason.
sites like these are against the rules at job corps, so that’s why I was gone for so long. I could go on once in a while when they weren’t looking, but not really. Ya know?
Ahhh - I see. I just didn’t know how much
html would be involved with that.
Thank you for the insight.
Maybe a day will come where I may be able to use it.
!lol!
Thank you. I played for a while. There was another one with spots. Nothing symmetrical. Like splatters (Jackson Pollack-ish). Have you ever seen it. I would send, but I don’t know the link anymore.
I’m glad then. What i don’t get is that someone as funny as you finds it difficult to socialise. A sense of humour is all you need where human interaction is concerned.
Hahaha no, don’t worry about the topic, you can just roll out whatever you want to say. It’s of value to me. You have shown me a different way of seeing it. I’m thankful :)
Thanks for the reply. It’s not the hope I’m after. I guess my entire thought in this poem is a flop :/ this is how I meant it to be portrayed: I am a pot, full of hope. The gold he makes are his promises, but they are false and empty promises (alchemist = tries to make gold, but it is only an impure substance he can create). What he uses to make the promise is my hope, because I hope that he will keep it, stay true to it. Does he? No, because the intention was probably never there, the intention of keeping it. He scrapes the last bit of hope out, because it is the last bit of hope I have left that he might fulfill this promise.
As for the other thing, I forgot I even wrote that:p
Yeah, that pretty much cleared it up, but I’ll go a head and add: for me, I see that sometimes in life, you have to do and get sucky stuff before you can move on and get good stuff. If there is something I really want and don’t get it, to me it either means I wasn’t suppose to have it or I wasn’t ready to receive it yet.
I just found out that Tyffani_Raquel has started cutting again… and I have to log off soon :/
I was hoping that maybe you could start talking with her.
I watched one video of her and her mom. It was so nice to see the connection between them and how they somehow complete each other so well. I think they should make more videos together.
:) I like your posts, M. They are very uplifting and I really appreciate that.
Hope you’re having a good evening so far. We are getting to have some warm comfort food for dinner tonight (Spicy black beans and rice!) on this cold, rainy day… :) It’ll keep us warm and cozy.
Oh, no - not easy to offend, here. I had fun making it and it’s always yours.
If you have an idea for moving avatars or things of the such, I hop you’ll keep me in mind.:)
odd. . .
strange anomoly.
It jumps out a little bit on the main page but is perfectly fine in your main profile.
I noticed the same thing with the Avatar I enhanced with Dr. Ralphs Av.
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Now is the image you’re showing me in the shout something you’ve done?
- I seen the meanings when I got a closer look. I wanted to do something with it but couldn’t figure it out (because it is a rather complex image). So, I got to looking at the very center of it thinking I could try to make it pulsate, but no. . .the whole thing needed to roll like a rainbow on fire - and that I could do.
I’m glad you like it.