C.D.'s reply history at Help.com

[quote Agarfiel]honestly all i wanted to hear was a easy solution quick n painless but i love aaron so much i dont want to hurt him …dead or alive i just dont know what to do i dont want my baby to see me cry …it hurts my heart that he thinks he has to comfort me…i cant do this to him anymore i just dont know[/quote]

I really think that you need to seek more professional help. I completely understand how you are feeling terrible, but it’s really not the right solution to give up.

Please, seek help. I urge you to call the suicide hotline, contact your therapist, anything.

Let me reiterate that it will *not* help Aaron if you kill yourself.

It would be better for him to see you cry than to see his mother dead. Hold onto your love of him.

If you want to contact this person, wouldn’t it be better to just shout them/

[quote Agarfiel]When he grows up hes prob gonna hate me like everyone else….i really am scum the things ive.done smh i dont even deserve to have.him[/quote]

Well, he doesn’t deserve to have a dead mom.

*if

I you’re talking about a legal, socially responsible party in the daytime, I would recommend contacting your city’s Parks and Recreation Department about the possibility of renting out a small area and/or reserving some picnic tables.

Five jumbo garbage bags, some flashlights, and some friends.

That way you can go and clean up after all those other people who trashed it the night before.

[quote AGAPE LION]Where is Bosnickums been these last 6 months??[/quote]

She disappeared a few months after the Christchurch Earthquake. Maybe she needed some time to rebuild and recuperate, as I imagine that being a mod in addition to that would be very stressful.

[quote Agarfiel]I was surprised this was a real website…i just need help….im not a good mom or person i have no friends my family disowned me im all alone i cant do this alone i just need an escape after my therepist told me she thinks i need meds that was it …why cant i be normal[/quote]

Being a “bad person” is not something that is static. It is something that you have to *keep* doing. I promise you, there is some way out of your current situation.

You don’t need to escape. You have someone who is very much dependent upon you, someone who has nobody else.

Normality is overrated.

First step:

-Go and give your child a hug

Second step:

-Come back to the computer and think this through with us.

[quote Agarfiel]I was surprised this was a real website…i just need help….im not a good mom or person i have no friends my family disowned me im all alone i cant do this alone i just need an escape after my therepist told me she thinks i need meds that was it …why cant i be normal[/quote]

Are you the OP?

[quote DRmiranda91]Cookie
Don’t waste your fingers away typing
Fake post[/quote]

If you are right, then shame on them.

Committing suicide is the WORST thing you could POSSIBLY do to your child.

He should never have to see the corpse of his parent, never have to live without his parent. Your child would be deprived of every moment that a child deserves, every thing a child needs. Who would take care of your child with you gone? A child needs a parent.

You do not know how much you can injure this innocent human being by killing yourself. Your presence will mean so much to your baby, and your lack of it will hurt him. In the name of everything that you love, stop and think a second.

You are worth so much more dead than alive, to your family and to the world.

Why would you think of doing such a thing?

Happy Birthday, Help.com.

A toast to many birthdays to come!

[quote The Dyal]Well Said :)[/quote]

Aaa! This post has been resurrected!

It is now the undead! ; )

[quote Daft Puck]I’m out of surgery and it was a huge success (even the doctor who was against it said so.) However, I still have to stay for one night just to make sure that I have no complications. Thusfar it looks like I will be getting out tomorrow.[/quote]

Woohoo! Congratulations.

I am so happy to hear that.

Hope you recover quickly and are able to eat again soon.

[quote Anonymous]Hopefully Obama will do something to the throw the republicans out when he won’t have to worry about re election[/quote]

You’re hoping for a single party state?

Lovely.