Yo, Poppa, I can’t say I really know what you are goin’ thru but what I got is HELPFUL. PLIZ BE PATIENT WITH N’ TAKE YO TIME TO READ THIS. I KNOW IT may sound kinda crazy but gettin’ saved is the only way out of that fix. I wasn’t thru what you went thru n’ what u stil goin’ thru but I’been in bondage too n’ tried to get outa it but all wuz in vain. If you only go to a churh with born again christians, and ask ‘em to help you ask Jesus in yo life, brother, you ain’t gon’ be the same again I can assure you. If you really mean leavin’ that path you’re takin’, then just do this cuz there ain’t no other way out! - written 2 years, 8 months ago