I agree, its just so sad, he was never the person I thought he was, it’s like I was in love with a man who never existed. It helps to vent! Thank you so much. - written 2 years, 9 months ago
We always want what we can’t have, that is what makes it so appealing ….that’s what I keep telling myself, it makes it easier to deal with the pain when it is much deeper then the thrill of the hunt…not saying that it is that way with you…I am just trying to lessen his importance in my life. We often make the mistake of making people the priority in our lives when we are not one in theirs. - written 2 years, 9 months ago
You need to get some counseling and read some self help books…i know this is not what a 19 year old wants to do but trust me…i went thru very similar things and i thought i had moved past it and unfortunatly i didn’t because I attract the same stupid men who have that same manipulative personality and it is a never ending cycle. get help before you drag this thru your life and you wake up at 40 and wonder why must everything bad in this world be your fault when all you want to do is be happy. - written 2 years, 9 months ago
Sounds almost like you were in a situation similar to mine. the arms of the offender to our heart is not the arms we should crave, but life is cruel and it plays mean jokes on us all. - written 2 years, 9 months ago