i will probably end up doing that one day. but for now one step at a time. for now it can stay where its at. eventually ill end it fully just when i eventually broke it off with her…
she likes to talk on the phone. i try and avoid it most the time… but i dont think it works. i still care about her and i still like her like that, and thats the big problem. and she knows that….
yea that would be better. but for now i made it this far with her ill leave it there for now. maybe later on ill try to convince her i dont care that way she will fully forget about me.
that pic of the drowning person that was my nightmare i was always sincing and i was always looking up at him waiting for him and he just left me there and i would be dead but not dead otheres where he would just leave me and i would die and i could feel me dying in the dream soooo weird
nightmares of him? him like dying or killing you? well idk, i told her not to tell anyone she still likes me, and she said ok. but she really wants to tell people that we still like eachother
hum… maybe you shouldnt talk to her or something.. idk i dont take it easy when a guy breaks up with me. shoot i can be kinda crazy lol after a guy broke up with me i told him “good night i love you” for about a month but if i didnt i would have nightmers of him.. so ya…
oph yea that one lol :P. i forget things easily, sorry. yea i broke it off. and she thought that i liked it when i broke her heart :(. the next day we were working together and she didnt talk to me pretty much at all. the next few days wasnt that bad she still thought i didnt like her. but after those days things got better. we are still friends and she is talking to me now, she still thinks we are together even though we’re not.