lauryn's shout trail with chelle_janssen - Help.com

a little better…

sorry about yesterday Lauryn. I hope you’re doing ok. :)

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i have to run lauryn. keep your chin up!!!!

Ah, parents don’t care for the email boyfriends. lol.they never do. But not eveeryone’s a freak, right? mind i guess you gotta be more careful with that, cause you really don’t know. but there’s perfectly innocent people like you and me thatuse the internet. and how can you consider suicide if there’s someone you like!

i havent met him and neither has my dad so my dad is taking the safe road but the guy has emailed my dad and said everything that is going on

**does

Dopes your dad not like him?

You’re mom is trying to protect you I guess. I’m assuming it’s too far to drive, but once she’s gone, she’s with God right? Your page says christian, so I’m assuming you believe in heaven. Just pray for her until she’s gone, and then she will be fine. Your family loves you I’m sure. And skype has it’s limits I guess. Hopefully when you’re a little older if you have a job you can get some sort of cell contract that includes him.

Hi, sorry, i shouted in my box by accident.

we use skype but his speakers dont work and he doesnt have a web cam so he can look at me but thats it he is trying to get a web cam though…

i have never had a relitive die though.. the only thing that has died is my dog 2 years ago and that was hard enough..

and i feel even more left out of my family

and your grandma is rough. I’ve lost two of my grandparents, and it was not pleasant. I did get to go to the funerals, but for me it almost made it worse.

I see. well those things are tough, but don’t worry. it’s not the end of the world. Your guy. in another state? if you both have mircophones you can use skype. It’s free. if you both download it you can talk. :)

but you gotta keep fighting, because there’s more to life than that. Are you still in school?

its a guy. my dad wont let me call him because he is out of state. it makes perfect since but its really hard on me.
not to mention my great grandma died the other day. and my moms mom has new found cancer and probably wont live to much longer i dont get to go the funeral because of seziors my mom wont let me on a plane

i know the empty feeling :S I’ve been there. in fact, it still comes back alot, and it’s a wonder i don’t do anything…

…i feel so empty im tired of it

oh hey. now that i get how it works. The non stop crying is *not good. It’s not normal either. Do you know why you’re so unhappy? other than your friend? why can’t you talk to her?

I’m not sure exactly how this shout thing works, but I hope you’ll accept a hug from me! You’re not alone. We’re all out here. Keep your chin up, and feel free to shout me.

i ve been non stop crying for the past couple of days.. i cant talk to my only good friend any more..

Hello! You sound depressed. :( Are you going to be O.K. It looks like it’s been going on for awhile for you.