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Hello, I am a 41yr old moman who does not look or feel my age. I have 2 extrodinary and beautiful kids who are 19 and 18. I am ended a 10yr relationship, he was (is) cheating on me with 3 women online and though texts and photos or however they can. I am at a crossroads in my life, I am very depressed and feel very alone. I am alone most of the time, I dont have many friends where I live. I have let my ex shatter me. My confidence and self respect, the problem is we still live in the same house due to finances. This is not the first time he has lied and cheated. Its me I have to fix. My 18yr old son still lives at home or I should says he eats and sleeps here, my 19 yr old daughter lives with her boyfriend, both of my kids hate my ex, they know he treats me bad. The hardest part is they know How depressed I am , I stay in my room, and dont do anything, I cry and feel sad all the time, I feel like its going to choke me. So Now I have to get off my butt and fix myself because no else will do it for me and I want to be happy again.
Where did you grow up?
Baldwin park, ca
Where do you live now?
Lake Stevens, wa
What is the highest level of education you have attained?
College
What subjects did/do you enjoy the most at school?
History
What's your favorite sport or sports?
Football, if Im have to watch a sport
What kinds of jobs have you held? Industries too!
Medical Assistant, Medical Receptionist, Preschool teacher, nanny
What hobbies are you into?
Reading, martial arts (if I was active again), walking anywhere with my dogs
What causes are you concerned about today?
Animal abuse, poverty, people hurting in anyway