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ooo lucky cow :P

heya :)
its a pic taken of me when was in madrid, spain.

heyyyyyyyy love you pic :D

Happy monday lovely :)

Happy monday lovely :)

how did ur driving lesson go?

I know i know…dreading it next time though :(

my driving instructors have been like that, they always say im better than how i feel i am! i think its better they say that than tel u ur rubbish and try to demine ur self esteem.

u’ve only had 3 lessons! thats almost nothing! just keep going and don’t expect anything from urself. allow u to make mistakes.x

I think she thinks i’m better than i am though

Yeah i like her. I mean only 3 lessons with her now. But i do like her.

are u comfortable with ur driving instructor?

lol….argh i know your right!

But i just felt like an idiot. Oh well maybe it’ll get better next lesson…still i hated it. I got so nervous.

pretty much almost everyone has been there. why are you being so hard on urself?

we need to make mistakes so we can learn! thats the point of driving instructors my dear :) we don’t just know how to drive.
did a baby come out their mothers womb and instantly walked all the way to her car and drove them back home for her? I doubt that will ever happen!

I know sadly :(

I felt like a right idiot

when it comes to driving, we all have our good and bad days.

noooo as in….the lesson was a nightmare. It was real lol not a dream :P

OMG I get dreams about me driving my car illegally on the road and get caught by the police and have my licence taken away from me! lol then i wake and and like, i still have my licence!

I think the reason you got that dream s you’ve lacked confidence. if ur driving instructor is patient and helpful, ten u shud get there. we weren;t born able to drive, its something we get taught. us humans havent developed through evolution to become natural drivers.

Argh I had a nightmare lesson yesterday…it was horrible really. I stalled it about 6times trying to turn right at a junction and there were about 15 cars waiting in all differnt directions….felt like a dick. Kept doing things wrong yesterday. Was doing roundabouts and right turns lol…felt like shit last night :(

lol Im doing my lessons in folkestone. my new instructor is kinda going through everything again which other one taught me, but i have to do things his way. but i have improved a lot.been learning how to use the clutch and quiet wide roads.

So where abouts are you doing your lessons atm then?

cool

that makes sense hun u get more confident. better than like 2 hours a month! lol good to have them regularly!

im trying to have a lesson wenever i can! I want to get myself driving on the roads asap! hopefully the dvla will be fine with my diagnosis, i just hope they’l be cool with it.

lol haha don’t worry about it.

I practice just around the estate by my house :D

Yeah when i have more proper lesons i find i get loads more confidence and do more things if i have a couple a week. Got one tomorrow i cant wait :D

ignore the last bit of last message of wat u put. i just copy and paste what people put so can remember what they say if they send a long message. xxx

lol I looked.

how can u pratice at home? :)

I feel my driving is getting better and im improving quicker because having more lessons. once i can drive on the road itll be a miracle! lol

Well its good that you’ve found one. I’ve got a good instructor. She’s ace. Really get on with her. And i usually get 1/2 hours a week though. So trying to practice at home.

haha…check my shoutbox…look at a msg i had. I just ignored it though.

Well its good that you’ve found one. I’ve got a good instructor. She’s ace. Really get on with her. And i usually get 1/2 hours a week though. So trying to practice at home.

oh wow cool!

my instructor, well i don;t totally bond with him, i got on with the previous better up2 what she said and her judgments.
but im sure this one will get me going. can have more lessons planned so its easier i that sense. with other one it was like two 1 hour lessons a month!
with the one have now its about 3/4 hours a week.

its good to see you back on here. the dog lover has kept his distance all good to say!

Have you found another instructor? I’ve just started lessons. Having my 3rd one on thursday! I’m quite excited about it!!

I’ve just been so busy with work and i’ve had to work like mad to stay on top of my uni work…
i’m doing a 40hour a week job and a 16hour course for a degree a week lol. So i’ve finally caught up and i’m on here a bit more as of today…hope i can keep it up.

How are you doing?

heya, hows u? where u beeen???
im ok!
got holidays now and learning to drive! ahh lol

Hiya hun just thought i’d say hi seen as i haven’t been on for a while. How are ya?

cool :)
I’ve gotta go now but add me when you get chance. I’ll open my email up to you. x

yes I do have msn

I know anthrax has taken it seriously…he was really thinking about what he said to you before he wrote it. I guess he cant be seen to take sides with who he thinks is right or wrong. So you need to flag everything so that its logged.
I cant really say the sex thing on here, do you use msn? x

the mods don’t seem to care, seriously. almost every post i bring out he invades. what has he said about sex? Im curious to know more about his insanity. lol The “this is a warning, don’t contact or talk to me again” idea is good, but i did say something like that and so saying that would feel pointless, considerin i told a moderator and nothing was done. anthrax just said try to get a long. you think the moderators willt ake it more seriously?

lol. Well you’ve reported him. I saw the convo with anthrax. So at least mods are aware. So if he continues then he’s only making it worse for himself! I’ve experienced some creepy things from him…an he’s said some disgustin things. All to do with sex! He’s got some issues by the sounds of it but its sick really. Anyway…lol…Each time he replies to you tell him “this is a warning, don’t contact or talk to me again”. And then flag him. that way your not causing trouble and the mods have to respond to it aswell. xx

to be honest, he is a stalker. i told him to stop trying to contact me but he still tries. he knows ive reacted a lot, and because of that reason doing is upmost attempt to try and get more from me.

I noticed the more argue back, the more i am just gonna attract him.

im ok, I only just come back on only to see u having a massive argument with him. it was abit of an amusing read! :) but yeha, i can understand why u want to react the way u do.

Sorry hun i’m not talkin on that “rude” post anymore…sick of the 5hit from that boy!!
Geez…Do some people obsess over wantin to argue or what!

Anyway how are you today?

walking on a straight line hile really drunk? ive tried that! great challenge!

what about suc?

lol :D
Well i’m legal to drink, and i hadn’t seen my mate for a while. Usually on a friday i wouldn’t be home till about 3…but only went out to weatherspoons tonight.

Weathers nice! So i walked…didn’t go too well on the way back trying to walk in a straight line though hehe.

Nd yeah..Suc

which person in question? suc???
ur not the first person to have said about the drink thing. i guess fri nights maybe popular for that!

Hun…theres a LOT you don’t know about person in question…don’t let it get to you ok. You’ve been through a lot n your stronger than that xx

(btw, sorry if i talk BS i’ve had a bit to drink lol)

lol i look at fat women who look like they have size b breasts an feel jealous of them.
i don;t think c is too small. it wud be easier cos can just go in shop and buy a bra. c is what i want, i don’t care about flashing my boobs out to people. i will get scares after surgery but theyd eventually fade away… apparently 31% of women want bigger breasts but i want smaller ones lol.

it does take a lot of confidence to start a new martial art. just remember that all people there wudve starting feel the same way. i managed to cope and i just try to accept i will make loads of mistaks but i will eventually get better. aikido is good, i managed to get my brother to the floor after a session hehe :D

Lol your mistakes are excused…i make enough of them!

Hmmm..do you think that your going down a few too many sizes? im only a dd but im pretty slim so they are pretty big compared to the rest of me lol. but do you think c will be too small? or is that what was recommended?

i prob should start on my own…i want to…just dont know if ive got enough confidence yet!

and excuse my mistakes lol

yeah i draw that when i was 17 i think. maybe just turned 18. i want to go own to a c, problem with my breasts is they get heavy and affect my breathing. i think im size g/h. got size g bras but slightly too small but don’t know where to get bigger size. i used to get subconscious bout my boobs but i came u with the idea of wearing clothes which hide them and it helps alot. for weeks i wore baggy clothes in front of my made and when i changed in front of her she said she was shocked they were so big. some girls do get jealous but to be honest, its hard to see what the big deal is about lol
yeah, i think starting a new martial art is the hardest part, the rest is generally easier. sometimes i find it easier to start on my own rather than with a friend. u do feel silly when u start but if they are decent people they’d know how to help you. if they patronise u its obvious they’d only care bout their reputation and they’re not worth the time.

I don’t usually get served first because i hide my boobs away!

OMG that picture is amazing!!! thats soooo good! cant believe you can draw like that when your so young. you’ve got a real talent!

wow for free!! what are you hoping to go down to? At the moment mine get in the way a bit..its hard to get people to take you seriously sometimes…guys love them and girls hate you for it…so it can suck.

least we get served at the bar first!! lol.

I’m sorry to hear your dad died…honestly i hate my dad so much but i love him still,i dont know what i’d do if he died.

I wanna take up another martial art, but im too scared to go out on my own. maybe i will one day. how about you?

and about my boobs. they’re sooooo big the nhs i reducing them for me for free!

hey im messaging this because i just looked at ur profile and feel similar to you in ways. my dad suffered from a lot of stress but he died july 06. my mum gets stressed too. ive one taekwondo now doing aikido. i also have big boobs (well MASSIVE ONES) and… i do some drawing. if u look at my profile theres a spiderman pic id done in 2005. florence xxx