You are internalizing things and making them a problem or an issue. for one thing you have too much going on in your life. down size everything you see and think about is not that relevant, meditate on this. you are healthly you obviously ejoy school that is cool. find time to pend some quiet time with youself. learn to listen to the voice inside you that tells you what you should know and not what you want to hear. god has a plan for your life that you could never imagine until you finish the journey and it does not matter about the small things. think simplicity uncomplicate your life you are to young to be burden with the small stuff. you are blessed more than you know. you seem to be a good person and that speaks volume learn to lvie without all the gadgets and things. you will enjoy life a little more. follow your mind and not the crowd and you will be okay. trust me you will!!! - written 2 years, 3 months ago