when are you gonna be on so we can chat, I really need a friend right now. :(
I’m stuck in a situation to which I know the answer because of all the years of being on help, but I don’t want to accept the answer. I need someone sensible to talk to that can be objective and still be my friend, and I feel like that’s you… but your not around. So if you can find time in your schedule to maybe schedule a time to talk, I’d really appreciate it.
yeah I told her how I feel, and she told me she likes me too, and that she really enjoys my company through text or skyping. She’s going to be moving to my city in the coming months, i’ve asked her if I could take her out on a date and she seems quite alright with the idea. (Shes never been on one so when i asked she was kinda flustered because she didn’t know what to say.) Overall… I think I need to kinda back off now a little and maybe see if she will want me more… idk who knows.
Yeah, as the weeks get closer to the end for me this semester I am getting busier and busier. I’m shreiking off duties in some areas because I can’t keep up. Shit’s hitting the fan blades and… well it’s getting everywhere.
well the girl is giving me drama… Kinda saw this coming really. I think she’s one of the few people in the world that could be a perfect match for me. Sounds cliche’ but she and I really have so much in common in terms of values and beliefs that it seems almost like a soul mate at times. I know, I’m a nut job at this point… However she still has a boyfriend, and she is madly in love with him, but at the same time they are trying to manage a long distance relationship that just won’t work, and I know it to be true. Still… waiting for her to be heart broken so I can swoop in… almost doesn’t seem right. Trying to be a friend to someone like that, it’s a true test of patience.
That aside, other news. I started dieting a little and to my great amazement I am not only losing weight, but doing it quite fast and I am so fucking thrilled with that. Having stopped drinking pop for a long time now has really helped too.
Anyways I’m doing well overall, so how are you doing? Anything new going on?
What doesn’t kill ya only makes ya tougher. One of these days, far in the grim future, you might be a mother in law.. and you’ll have to be mean, mad dog mean. This will help burn out the ‘cuteness’ in ya. Kinda like dosing on poison in order to build a tolerance.. ahhh.. but what sweet toxin it is!
I kinda did ask about it, but I didn’t really get much other than ‘he’s not around much anymore’ or ‘we don’t talk as much because he’s busy’. Makes me think I can wiggle in.
I did ask her if I had a chance (Cuz lets be honest, me trying to steal her is gonna take effort, effort I don’t entirely want to waste if I don’t have a chance). She basically told me I have a chance, but that she didn’t want to think anymore into it (Which is a good thing to me).
interestingly enough, Her and I have been talking like were both dating each other. She’s very open, and we’ve talked about some very interesting topics…
However I noticed she was never talking about her boyfriend, and on top of that I was chatting with her on skype till she was in bed… I asked her about her boyfriend, saying ‘you never talk about your boyfriend, and I’m curious about him’. She clammed up and told me that she doesn’t like talking about her personal life. Whats weird is that her boyfriend is personal, but talking sexually or about some intimate things wasn’t taboo…
I’m not entirely sure how to take this. She said she hasn’t seen him in a long time because he goes from project to project and all the while she had this weird look in her eyes… I’m not sure how to read it all. What do you think?
She’s interested in me… so there may be something there. Course my friend is giving m shit because she’s only 19, and I’m almost 28… I get it… But fuck dude, I can’t be that picky. Also she’s mentioned she’s bi, so that’s like bonus points.
And it’s stagnant at the moment, I haven’t had time to focus on it lately. Too many problems and other situations are occurring. Such as there is likely a sewer line broken near our house, it smells like sewage in the basement from time to time… Not cool. Plus I still have a headache from like 3 or 4 days ago.
there’s this girl I’ve been helping to get into our DAGD program at school. I skyped with her today, and… man, I feel my single-ness coming backt o me. She’s so… … well it would be wonderful to try to date her lol. But she has a boyfriend, story of my life.
Didn’t think so.. even though she’s a demanding little cow. My buddy Mike dropped off a turkey heart & liver today and Coco wouldn’t eat any till I’d chopped it all up and sauteed it with some Jamaican spiced rock salt.
Other than that SimCity came out this week and I’ve been playing that on and off while I enjoy my spring break. Finally got around to filling out FAFSA too… was quick and easy but it’s one of those dreaful things ya know…
My senior project is comming along, but slow. I’m spending a little time on it tonight too, but I don’t hold high hopes of getting much done.
It’s neat you got to see the xmen castle, where is that exactly? I’d be interested in going to it myself if I ever am in that part of the world.
well he hasn’t really backed out, he just doesn’t like the plot I’ve decided on. I’m gonna discuss the plot with another member and see how he feels about it. If he agree’s it’s a good choice then I’ll take it from there. But since it’s such a touchy subject and such there’s bound to be a lot of people that will disagree with me.
so I think I have a solid story idea, but unfortunately for me my friend who’s good at 3d modeling and was going to help me develop the idea is severely against my new plotline as it’s against his religious views.
So I’m kinda stuck, because on one hand I think it’s a great plot and story, but on the other I can’t build it alone, or if I did it would take a long time.
Anyways, I wanted to run the idea by you, but I need to email it, so I just wanted to let you know that I’ll be sending you something to that email address again. Please respond with your opinion via email if the response will include any details about the plot. If you keep it ominous then I am fine with a reply here.
Puppies AND peanut butter! I love watching a dog eat peanut butter. Even better is a thick coating of PB on a slice of white bread stuck to the roof of their mouths. They truly have wondrously long tongues, as seen when they try to get it off and into the ol’ gullet. Can take a good 15-20 minutes before that happens and is side-splittingly funny to boot. Thing is, they’ll STILL come back for more of the same.
Seeing those Dalmatian pups makes me glad that Coco is such a jealous ol’ bitch, ’cause my camper would be fulla puppies otherwise.
lot has happened
1 my sister had a kid
2 I got a girl pregnant
3 we got married
4 2-3 didn’t happen
5 I’m feeling frustrated with my homework
6 I’m playing a lot of battlefield 3
7 writing up more on that alleyway game idea