~lilies~'s shout trail with Max - Help.com

Yay, good luck and have fun on your first day of school Maxi! ;) I get what you mean, i feel the same way during first day of school.

And you are a wonderful person, no doubt your fellow teachers would like working with you, :)

Have fun! Tell me about it. :)

I am glad you are doing good! :) Starting tomorrow my life is going to be choatic for a while. Work is wonderful. I couldn’t be happier. I love the people I work with, so I am excited about school starting on Tuesday. However, my room is not ready and I have no idea what I am going to do with students when they show up. Tomorrow is going to have to be a VERY productive day.

I understand your thoughts on politics, especially since Obama and McCain are U.S. topics.

Have a wonderful Sunday! :)

And oh, in case you see me not talking in your last post, i have unsubscribed.

Politics is not my cup of tea and i don’t know much about Obama and Mc Cain.

Just so you know. :)

Howdy! ;) i got very busy days since last week. But here i am happy as a bee. :D

I got work everyday and still schooling on Saturdays but things are good in general. Now keeping up with talks that i have missed.

How is work going on? ;)

:) Hey Lilies! What’cha been up to?

Awesome Weekend! ;)

That is nice! :)

You are welcome! :)

Awww thanks for the ring lilies. I hope you are doing well! I have not been on much, because I have been busy with work. You know how crazy the beginning of the school year can be.

My heart is good. I just had a 2 hour phone conversation with a certian guy. He asked me out, but we are going to meet when he gets back from a trip he is taking in a couple of weeks.

Sweetie, sending you a gem ring to protect you from all sorts of evil and temptation. LOL

LOL LOL LOL

Naaahhh! i’m just fooling around :D Take care!

Alllooohhha! hahha!

I’m doing alright! :) And i won’t have to ask you i guess. Wink! how is your heart? :)

:D Hello lilies!! How are you my friend?

I got your mail. THAT made me giggle!

Yahhhoooo! :)

what’s new at NYC? :)

Found the store? tteehheee!

hahahaha! Your so silly. You can always make me giggle. :) I am not sure if I am mature enough to know “what this all means.”

I know what certian things are going to mean for you, but I have no idea what will come of things for me. I hate the waiting part and the not knowing.

What I do know is that my instincts told me to click on a guy. I followed those instincts and so far they seem to be right no.

I also know that I won’t talk to him again for about six days, which is annoying.

I fell back asleep for about two hours. :)

Talk to you soon. Have a lovely Tuesday! :]

Hello Supergirl! :)

Your online friend sounds very interesting, i am looking forward for some development. We are mature enough to know what this all means. Some people stay. Some don’t.

But i am sure you would enjoy getting to know many persons until someone right is going to come along. :)

I made mistakes– whew! a lot of them (you know) but we learn.

I can’t be romantic now but somewhere out there, beneath the pale moonlight, someone’s thinking of you….

and loving you tonight. :)

Awww that is cute that you guys are playing cards.

I am not going to sleep. I already slept about 4-5 hours.

I have been cleaning and paying bills. It is odd for me to be up, but I am ok.

Have fun playing cards. Tell Ben I said hi! :)

My dear friend,

You need to sleep for now.

I will send you shouts so you can read them when you get up okay?

Please get some rest. Things are going to be alright.

We are playing cards on the cam. :)

I am glad you are having fun. That is so cute that you talk to him so much by web cam! :)

No I have not been in contact with his family. I heard from a good friend of mine who still works at the school.

I will wait to hear more from her tomorrow. He was a great kid with serious mental illness. He was only 18.

The world will miss out because he no long exist.

On a lighter note, my online friend was so funny. We had a nice conversation. I felt comfortable, while he was clearly nervous.

He said um like a 1000 times, but he was interesting and very open.

We talked for over an hour. So far so good. I did tell him about my horrible news early in the conversation, but he was really good about brighting my mood.

He said he would call me when I get back from New York.

BTW, it is 5:30 a.m. and I have not been able to sleep in hours.

Hello Maxi! Oh i am sorry about your student. :( Were you able to contact his family?

It must have been a wrong timing when he called. But did the online guy about the bad incident? But really good to know he called dear. How did he sound like? :)

I missed you, i have been doing okay. Ivan and i are having fun with Ben on webcam. :)

Lilies! For some reason if feels like I have not seen yo in a while. A lot is has been going on. I recieved the devastating news that one of my students from last year died. About an hour after recieving the news I got a call my online guy. It was an awkard way to start our first conversation, but he was great.

I am watching him sleep. :) ttteeehhhhhheeee!

Hello Maxi! :) oh i got that from myspace glitters something. :)

I replied to your mail.

Talking to Ben. :)

That picture is so cute. Where did you get it? I have already saved a copy. We are all not only strong, but also beautiful! :)

That is always nice to hear from you. Actually i always feel emotional when i think and talk about my kiddo. He makes me strong, makes me go on with life in the middle of uncertainties.

What you said reminds me that we are all strong in different ways.

No matter who we are, what color, even what length or shape. :)

We are beautiful :)

It is traveling a long way, so I am sure it will be there in time.

You are a very strong woman. Any woman who can raise a little man all on her own and be as wonderful as you, is not only strong but amazing!

Oh dear, please take care of yourself. You got a lot to take care of now. But a woman as strong as you are can do these stuff. I wish i was as strong as you. :)

Well, i got some mails but none from him. He keeps asking me about it but duh, there is really none! lol

Busy days can be a good thing. I hope you have recieved something special in the mail. :)
I have barely been home the last three days. I am leaving soon to go to the hospital, so today will be another long day

Heehee! thanks! hugs back. Had a very busy day!

*knocks over lilies with a huge hug* :D

I really hope i will. He wrote it before he left. He knew i would reach a point when i would feel down in the middle of the time he is away. Now he says he is sad i don’t have it yet.

Patience is a skill.

Nuh night Mari! :)

:D It is all good. It is seriously time for me to say goodnight! Have a great day! Thanks for all your support and I hope you receive you letter soon! :)

Sorry dear, hehehe blame it to my english abilities. :D

Now you need some sleep! :)

Oh, ok that makes more sense. I was confused for a moment. It is getting very late and my head hurts.

No no no,

the ‘he’ there is the guy online, not TJ. :)

No, you have it all wrong. TJ and I are friends. TJ will rarely answer my emails, let alone call me.

Well you are right, TJ is a guy and you guys know each other too well now.

You can send him your phone number and woooott! he would call.

The following weeks, he’d knock on your door.

Whatever, let me know! :D

I understand, but at least you get to communicate with him.

Yeah, I still don’t know what to do, but the feisty assertive side to me wants to send him my phone number. Also, TJ is the only guy I have ever communicated with in depth online, so I am taking what he says into consideration

He sends me txt message everyday. But you know it can’t compare to really hear his voice and talk on IM.

Read Tj’s reply. If you will call him now, what chance would it give you? You don’t know this person too much just yet, what if he gets scared?

*by

Oh yeah, that is still six days, but keep busy and it will go bye fast. He can’t call or email at all? That sucks. *hugs*

Yes but that is on Saturday yet (Sunday for me). That’s really so many days from now Maxi.

Awww, he comes back soon, right?

I miss Ben. His letter has not arrived yet. :(

Actually only one person I would like to hear from, which is Courtney. When you get a chance read TJs and tell me what you think.

Actually, i did not read much on other’s reply. :D

Also there are a few people I am hoping will still respond.

I need to sleep on it, because I received so many different view points.

What was your take on TJs reply?

Not THAT exciting. Converting stuff makes it all confusing. :)

So how do you feel now about the post? :)

Well that sounds exciting! ;) My head is pounding so I am off to bed.

I have a big day tomorrow, first I am going to the zoo, than to a baseball game, and than the craziest niece is sleeping over.

She is the largest 10 year old you will eve meet and she hates the word no. She is not going to like that Aunt Mari has many rules. ;)

Nah, i had to do something like converting a WAV to an MP3 file! :)