☆'s shout trail with Jigoku Shoujo - Help.com

you are a

Super Star,

because you always keep shinning, with a warm heart and always honestly there to help whenever you can,

do not underestimate yourself,

awww. no i’m not. but i am a happy star
because of people who make me bright and shiny! :) Thank you dear.

you of course!

super star who? ;)

:O) i am surviving life! (HUGS)

hope you feel better,

Super Star!

Thank you Jigoku, yes i think i am. I mean, i should be. :) I took some food for dinner so i think it is a lot better.
I hope you are having a nice day. :)

I am really proud of you, you really are a strong person, I know it is really hard, but please watch out for your health, if you do not eat well you are not able to think or do anything properly and it may even amplify your negative emotions, (HUGS)

Hi there, thank you, feeling a lot better than the last time we talked. There are some pauses in my routine but i shake away the negative and try my best to be with people.

When i get home i do a lot of things and when my computer is on, i talk to many. Someone wakes me up at 3am so i talk to them till i need to go to work. Just to put my mind away from things.

I had a problem with eating for days now, but i have not been throwing up since this morning so it’s better.

How have you been?

hi dear how are you today?

More than one year of feeling so insecure was already in itself a warning. I knew deep in my heart something was going on but they blame it to my paranoia. But no, you are right, it was non fiction.It was a sign that i must dig to see what is real.

I do not complain when there is nothing to complain. So the trust issues and my insecurity sprung from the real situation hiding behind the walls.

I hope today is good for you.

you have been there for me and i hope to do the same for you, and i am glad you had something to eat to keep your strength,

please remember that being in a constant orbit in your relationship that repeatedly brings you from happiness to alarm bells is not healthy, you need to break that negative cycle, so you can focus your energy on growing your relationship together, rather than trying to keep it glued together,

you really need to focus on these alarm bells they are not fiction, they are your emotions which are a very important part of the relationship,

he must care about your emotions just as you would, never compromise on that,

the element of trust and security seem to be bothering you most, do not ignore anything that bothers you it can make matters worse,

I’m kind of feeling a little lost and trusting myself right now is very hard. I put myself in that situation so now i don’t think i am the right person to decide even for myself. All i know is i’m out of that thing and looking forward to the future.

Thank you for the shouting and it helps to know people get the time to read and listen.

I have eaten something today. I have been throwing up so i think i am slowly coping.

my dear, its always easier said then done, but you really need to face the music some how, you need to feel comfortable in a relationship and trust is vital, i am sure you do not want to risk this issue to always pop up in the future, :O

i’m still having goosebumps thinking about it.

(HUGS)

i saw your post dear, I have been through almost the same circumstances, this is not the first time you get worried about this issue so this time you really need to calm down, and calmly listen to your heart and review your whole relationship, do not ignore your instinct, its your best friend in this scenario, only you can see the big picture, only you know him best and only you can judge what is going on,

You too, take care.
Let me know if you have any news on anything. :)

Wish you a lovely day dear, getting back to work :O)

yes, there are also women who behave in the same way :OP

its just one of those mysteries, i guess

Could be because men are sometimes blinded on what they have. They cry over something they crave for and throw them away when they have it.

Sometimes it is true about women as well. Humans are very interesting creatures.

i think after looking at my father as a person rather than a parent it helped, but its strange how a some guys when they do not have someone cry about it and when they have a family just throw it away, interesting

I know. And we all have muds in our backyard. :) i just hope the poster would be able to move on fast.

yes, but people are only human :O(

Hey, you are welcome, i read what you said and i think you went through a lot and it is very sincere of you to lay down your story on a post to get the message across the poster.

He was an as*hole to his family. Just like your mother, the wife dealt a lot of pain.

:O) hi dear thank you for voting for me

how are you?

:O( gtg, chat with you soon dear.

thank you dear, its almost 6 pm here :O)

Tha t is so good to hear. :) yay for the little steps. You will do good no doubt.

what time is it where you are?

i am glad you like it :O), i am fine thank you, and I getting better one little step at a time :O)

Wow that was long :) Thank you! i am doing
well my day did not start so nice but i feel better. How have you been?

I would need to be strong. :( plus, talking to others here helps me take off my mind on the piercing pain. It is really really annoying! making me go dizzy!

o_O weird you have that tooo!!

I saw your post and I am happy that you are feeling better…I will be leaving for a meeting and will be back in the evening!!

(HUGS)

you are really strong! to be there for others when you are hurting, I admire that a lot, chat with you soon dear ;o)

Hi, never better :( it’s like by body is breaking into two. Do you usually have this too?

I saw your post dear, are you feeling better today?

I really wonder if there is a chance for you to get reunited again.

For me, i have never been good friends with any of my exes. When they call it give it a shrug.

Or what hurts you is that he never even tries to reach out. am i right?

hearing his voice means the world to me, but it will not help me get over him. We have had on and off times, but this time feels worst then the other times

I know I am doing the right thing, but it hurts

would it make you feel any different if he calls you?

no, we have not spoken a word since our last meeting, I asked him not to contact me and he accepted I guess

For the first few weeks i would understand that. Mine lasted for many many months. :s i felt like i was in hell. But it was a different situation though.

Do you still talk, him and you?

I really am clueless, the sun rises and sets everyday and all I do is just try to survive the day it just seems more and more difficult everyday,

But really, good friends won’t give you too much pressure if they’d know the real thing that happened. Good friends don’t have to know the details just when they see you down and breaking. :(

So what have you been up to now?

I just feel I need to let it sink in first, but it is more painful when people are all excited around you, treating you like a bride, it is so strange you real life becomes a fantasy and online I am really going through the real pain.

You really don’t have to explain to people and yes, pls do take your time. The thing that i hate most is when people begin to ask ‘what happened’. and you would need to fill them the details. :( so there is no need for that.

Thank you dear, I am avoiding everyone,I need to tell them, but I am not able to say the words.

Hi there, i feel for you i’m sorry you are feeling the pain again. Sometimes it’s bad and unbearable. The other year was so hard for me. I did not know i would be put in that situation. I just thought i would die no joke. just calls to show that i do understand to what you are saying.

Have you been going out lots with friends?

hi dear ! I am feeling a bit better, thank you it seems like the feeling gets worse on and off, like a see saw, one moment I can bear the pain the next its just unbearable.

ok dear, sweet dreams and wish you a lovely day tomorrow!

I feel sleepy, thank you for the nice talks. Talk to me when you get on the next time. I’ll be around. ;)