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• Yeah.. posted (9 hours, 27 minutes) ago
  Just writing again. Its a rant I guess. I used to say, I can pull myself out of this hole if I tri…

• Just writing.. posted (1 day, 4 hours) ago
  Because? It makes me feel somewhat sane. That’s funny. But I tried open card. Tried talking.…

• .. posted (3 days, 5 hours) ago
  I’m looking for something that doesn’t exist. He said, well let me know when you find i…

• Oh boy.. posted (4 days, 5 hours) ago
  H -hang overs arnt pleasant I’m gonna pay for what i did tonight Stomach’s already turn…

• Feel very young posted (5 days, 3 hours) ago
  I’ve drank. Smoked pot. Basically done everything on my own.. even when I was younger I was …

• Why do I always have to push.. posted (5 days, 9 hours) ago
  I always do it.. I send them away. because.. I know I can? Because of a lack of trust? Because I&…

• Walking posted (6 days, 4 hours) ago
  The lost can’t save the lost Anymore the blind leads the blind Common sense dictates this It…

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Savanna_'s Top (5) Replies by other users' votes

• (3 votes) Oh boy..
  

  Alright. Drink water. Puke. I think I’m still drunk though. I went downstairs to get the water and like summerrslted off the dog and head frirst down the stairs Ito. A wall. Ooh ouch. I’ll be wise in the morning, I still have more tests!
  
  Thanks godnight.
  
  - written 4 days, 5 hours ago – voted for by mindhealer, kevincol1, November_Rain

• (2 votes) Your take on Zoloft or other anti-depressants?
  

  Funny, the doctors say that when they give it to you too. “Don’t worry this will just make you feel suicide for a little bit and then it might nt even help but we have a bunch of different pills we can give you they all screw with your head but on might help somewhat eventually.
  
  - written 2 months, 2 weeks ago – voted for by michele_lee_perry, lairm

• (2 votes) i thought this website was in place for people who need to vent and get things off their chest?
  

  [quote southern_comfort, IP]If you deny God you deny yourself.[/quote]
  
  Obviously this poster is an atheist and does not want to be preached to about god.. its his belief, leave it be?
  
  How can you expect someone to respect your belief if you do not respect theirs..?
  
  - written 11 months, 1 week ago – voted for by MarlinTheFish, wil

• (1 vote) Is friends with benifits wrong..?
  

  He’s cute and all but I can’t deal with jerks and I don’t like playing phone tag. Tried right? I did like him though. Enough to even do that. It just doesn’t seem worth all this effort. ****..
  
  - written 1 month, 1 week ago – voted for by mindhealer

• (1 vote) What makes you hold onto a friendship?
  

  Friend has always been a strange word to me. I know a lot of people. I talk to some on a regular basis. I know some better than others, connect with some better than others., but I still don’t know if I would call them “true friends.” No, this title is reserved for only a handful of people, nd those are the ones who, when you’re sad, look to for support and someone to genuinly care, and when you’re happy, want to share what it s that’s on your mind. Its a person that I trust. Who I don’t just talk with idly because I’m bored, but who I would take time out of my life to listen and care about them. These people, they are so hard to find. But they make the difference in your day. This is who I would define as a friend, and who I would not like to see leave my life. Though most have.. I guess that’s the lesson though. If you care about someone you have to put fort the effort to keep their friendship.
  
  - written 2 months ago – voted for by Dragon_Lady

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• Yeah..
  

  Depends on the pill. I’ve taken a bunch of pills.
  My minds shutting down. Slowly. Cause I’ve come to the decision to let go. Took a while but, yeah. No pills thanks. Dumped the alcohol too, I don’t want it.
  - written 7 hours, 10 minutes ago

• Yeah..
  

  Yes I’m introverted. But also have depression and several other things that mess with my head.. so I guess the question is. Is it just because I feel bad? Or is it from being introverted.. both. I think. They arnt good mixes..
  - written 9 hours, 5 minutes ago

• Yeah..
  

  Its not that simple. But yes, I have social skills.
  - written 9 hours, 13 minutes ago

• Yeah..
  

  I’ve never been shy. Just.. detached.
  - written 9 hours, 20 minutes ago

• ..
  

  See.. I’m not trying to continiously complain. “woe is me” and such. I didn’t even write that for a response. I was trying to figure something out and had too many thoughts running around in my head. I read this today, I still jumped around a lot. I can’t even pinpoint one issue cause so many others pop up. Then I end up writing a brick of words that is nothing but complaining and ranting.
  
  The poem was just.. trying to sum together a conversation I had. Is it fair? Is which one fair.. two sides of the same argument and all it turned into is ranting.
  Why tell me all this when you’re just going to kill yourself. What’s the point? ” because I don’t know anymore. Maybe it is wrong, but Ive seen people that are half way through their lives and still depressed. They said they were still looking for something that doesn’t make them feel that way. What if they never find it. What if some people really are meant to just be miserable all their life. Will I still feel this way, think this way, when I’m forty years old and maybe with kids and a family. What’s the point of going through so much pain when that’s all its leading up to. A life like that?
  
  That was my point of this post. I couldnt focus last night. I can today. Think clearly. That’s good. I don’t feel depressed but I still have the same thoughts. I don’t know if that’s good or not..
  - written 2 days, 14 hours ago

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