Wow, trust me, the exact or very similar incidents as that in your posts have happened/are happening to me right now! It’s really weird but it’s true!
Being bullied a lot, never having a proper girl, lack of self-esteem…etc.
and THE EXACT incident of “Why do I even bother?”..this is happening to me right now..and the ‘good girls’ aren’t that good as well!
We were best friends in the beginning and then we were together for a very short duration (she’s the only girl I’ve been with and it lasted for a month), then she left me for her ex, we now call ourselves “very good friends”, but all she does is ignore me and never care about what’s happening in my life! And apparently, the guy doesn’t want her to be close to me! And the worst part is that she listens to him! I don’t know if I have to continue being “very good friends” or just forget about her and ignore her!