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• I just want to cry all the time. posted (5 months, 3 weeks) ago
  I know you’re all probably sick and tired of little girls who post that but it’s true. r…

• I feel like i am hated by everyone, absolutley everyone i see looking at me/people in general, and even people on the internet who don’t know i exist! posted (2 years, 6 months) ago
  feel like i am hated by everyone, absolutley everyone i see looking at me/people in general, and ev…

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• I just want to cry all the time.
  

  aww thank you sum :) don’t worry i won’t, the thought of actually ending my life makes me feel amazingly selfish and i can’t put myself in a vegetive state either because i risk death and that in some ways is more selfish than dieing!! but i think i might do at some point, they’ve left my case open so i can go back if i need :) *hug* thanks again xx
  - written 5 months, 2 weeks ago

• I just want to cry all the time.
  

  Well that put my life in perspective, i won’t pity you if you don’t want it, good for you avoiding all the vices though, i dont need to tell you about all the **** with them so i won’t. I’ll pray for you too, thanks for bringing it home.
  
  auto-pilot works i suppose, mine failed for a lil bit haha it hasnt done that in five years now…..
  
  one thing i will say though, if you do ever harm again, please talk to someone, the friends who did notice didn’t talk because everyone [including my parents] thought i was part of a suicide cult. up until i quite councilling my mum admitted that she used to come in late at night to check whether i was still breathing. anyway they didn’t talk because they were scared.
  
  and because you pray i assume you believe in heaven, maybe your dad’s watching out for you? he evidently loved you alot [excuse this part if you don’t]
  
  i hope life looks up for you one day xxx
  - written 5 months, 2 weeks ago

• So there’s this guy in school that I talk too in school who’s a friend, but not really a friend that I can tell him all my troubles to.
  

  Your welcome =] hope it works!! =]
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• So there’s this guy in school that I talk too in school who’s a friend, but not really a friend that I can tell him all my troubles to.
  

  What sort of guy is he?? if he’s the kind of one you can joke with maybe bring the topic round like
  “could you imagine one of the teachers stoned?!” or something equally idiotic and maybe joke “you’d never do them right??” if they look guilty ask them, knowing they’ll probably deny it, but make sure you then reassure them that they can tell you anything and you’ll be there for a talk.
  
  i know its naff advice but it may work, i use it and it seems to get me places, good luck.
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• im doing an investigation on smarties,
  

  What are the other questions??
  and is there anyway you can contact the person who set the project??
  
  it may mean the amount of each colour but dont take that as red im not sure, let me know and i’ll try and help you a bit better if you want =]
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

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