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aww thank you sum :) don’t worry i won’t, the thought of actually ending my life makes me feel amazingly selfish and i can’t put myself in a vegetive state either because i risk death and that in some ways is more selfish than dieing!! but i think i might do at some point, they’ve left my case open so i can go back if i need :) *hug* thanks again xx

Well that put my life in perspective, i won’t pity you if you don’t want it, good for you avoiding all the vices though, i dont need to tell you about all the **** with them so i won’t. I’ll pray for you too, thanks for bringing it home.

auto-pilot works i suppose, mine failed for a lil bit haha it hasnt done that in five years now…..

one thing i will say though, if you do ever harm again, please talk to someone, the friends who did notice didn’t talk because everyone [including my parents] thought i was part of a suicide cult. up until i quite councilling my mum admitted that she used to come in late at night to check whether i was still breathing. anyway they didn’t talk because they were scared.

and because you pray i assume you believe in heaven, maybe your dad’s watching out for you? he evidently loved you alot [excuse this part if you don’t]

i hope life looks up for you one day xxx

Your welcome =] hope it works!! =]

What sort of guy is he?? if he’s the kind of one you can joke with maybe bring the topic round like
“could you imagine one of the teachers stoned?!” or something equally idiotic and maybe joke “you’d never do them right??” if they look guilty ask them, knowing they’ll probably deny it, but make sure you then reassure them that they can tell you anything and you’ll be there for a talk.

i know its naff advice but it may work, i use it and it seems to get me places, good luck.

What are the other questions??
and is there anyway you can contact the person who set the project??

it may mean the amount of each colour but dont take that as red im not sure, let me know and i’ll try and help you a bit better if you want =]

I know no-one likes a ‘tatter-tale’ but tell a superior, he has no right to do this to you, if not you could bring him down a peg or two?? bullies do it because they feel inferior, everyone whos had a go at me runs off with their tail inbetween their legs because they don’t expect people to stand up to them, and ask the other kids why they are laughing?! you’re in a relationship which is probably more than they’ve got =] i have a younger boyfriend it makes no difference to a relationship, i understand this advice isn’t good unless you’re a bit balshy,

good luck whatever you decide to do though =] xx

Exactly the same problem!! haha my school made me see coucilers for it, fat lot of good :P
i had one boyfriend who picked out evry little thing that was wrong to me down to the point:

“you could breathe differently,that’s annoying” ¬_¬'’ now who’s the silly one for believing that!!

face it [no offence guys] but most our age are really shallow!!
try going out to local clubs for a bit or meating some guy mates who your friends could introduce you to,thats how i met my boyfriend now =] we became close friends first and i helped him through a rough time, now we’ve been together for nearly 5 months =] [short but a start =]] the best guys/relationships take work

Plus who gives a rats **** if your mates have been kissed?? your special, most decent men don’t aim for people with loads of relationships under their belts!! =]

verucasalt’s got the right idea =]

good luck!!

Time not ime even =-)

Why don’t you get a small ime job for the moment and maybe study a buisness course?? you can run it from home if you get off the ground. hope this helps M.

welcome!! M.

Ask them to teach you, if they won’t just try a different language and randomly comment to yourself,maybe your friends will take that up instead? hey it’s an idea, albeit a bad one =-$ M.

If you REALLY don’t want to go, tell her to stuff the car and get lost. Or even better go to the shool, take the car and leave there a year later by any means possible =-) M.

YOu could probs get your arse kicked for this but flunk a test on purpose or at least make sure you get a **** mark!! i went to a private school, the state i’m at now, top notch couldn’t ask for a better place to be. If not then try and use english skills to create a really positive arguement: you could save money, i won’t kill myself (radical works best =-) ), i will try hard, i will not flunk anymore tests etc, hope this helps, M.

Confront this girl and ask her what her problem is. If not tell a teacher that she is bullying you, try and ask your old friends why they hate you. Try and make them see that you haven’t done anything, hopefully the will understand and be your friends again,good luck. M.

There must be a reason try and think why not, if you really can’t maybe your just tired of school and work. Have an early night and maybe throw a sicky. But not loads!! i don’t want to be ranted at by parents over the internet!! M.