Sorry I don’t have MSN. Not sure I fully understood your whole message. In my own case, I am susceptible to severe mood crashes when my blood sugar takes a dive. I can become frightening, depressed, paranoid and truly believe all sorts of negative things. I’m lucky in that my “meds” are food but food becomes brain chemicals eventually, right? I just wish I were smarter about eating regularly! I try to force myself to snack during the day and the difference it makes is astounding. Best of luck to you.