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Hi. I am 28. I found out I was bipolar when I was 21, I was pregnant and tried to kill myself. That wasn’t the first time. As a child I was known as the bad seed. All along I had a mental problem added to the fact I was abused as a child. I hold a full time job with the government. I have had a very difficult time locating a doctor that takes my insurance. I have been off of my meds for 2 months now and I don’t want to deal with life anymore. It is all too overwhelming. I have three kids now, youngest being 3. My kids need me I know that. How do I keep going when everything in the universe is working against me??? I am living in a motel I am barely able to pay for. I have no family or friends I can talk to. I seriously need help. I think I need to go to the mental hospital but, I have no one who can keep my kids. Please someone I need hope!!!