My beloved “god” daughter.
I miss you so much.
Sweetie, you have so many friends here. People who genuinely loved you.
I loved you the moment I first set eyes on you when your Dad brought you over to my house.
And what amazes me is how even though you are gone from here, my love for you builds and builds more every day.
You are in my heart, locked forever.
I love you, Babe.
not found the Pims bikits yet - or an alternative - but I will do. Hehehe. B loved the Jaffas thou - I brought a box with me to the USA.
USA is treating me well. Im loving the adventure. Go see my post ‘Im so excited’ for pics of me and B together. Dont ever ever want to leave here. So happy with B. Really could make a life here :D
I promise when it snows we shall make snow angels hehehehe!
thank you so much for the caring words you gave to my post ‘Have you ever cryed’. I just feel lost with out my brother. He helped take care of me and my son. I am going without food and thing since he is gone. But I know that God keeps me strong and things will change in his time. If you ever need anything contact me at my website www.freewebs.com/helpisfinallyhere or helpforallpeople at bellsouth dot net my name is catherine
You know, if i was a girl, or a girly girly man, id be crying right now, you are such a beautiful person, and it is undeniable from your words :) Fortunately, my brain is only 75% female (apparently), and so i guess the other 25% means i am not weeping tears of happiness, comfort and fuzziness :) To think I could have such an effect is… well unbelieveable really, but I am so so glad you think so. I hope you return soon, and in good spirits, as the good spirit you are already :) Take care, be good, and thanks for all the hugs!
Many more hugs for you =D
(you can call me:) Kiz
PS. DAMMIT i pulled a Kiz again, shouting myself is annoying…
I haven’t axed out our friendship Mandy. Far from it! You’ll find theres not a soul on my list… I just had… issues last night………… but I’m ok, I think. I’ve been really weird lately. Don’t take it personally though. On second thoughts though, you really are a friend who I treasure on here, so I think I’ll stop the complete silly nonsense and put some friends back in their rightful place on my list (including you). I’m sorry Mandy… just… yeh i’m weird and stupid right now. Forgive me.
Stopped by your old place.She has made everyone move out and is selling.Glad that you got your own digs now.Wow.Life changes in the blink of an eye.Not going to be on here.Not worth it to me.Keep in touch via cell.Well,Iguess that means no contact with him because you never got numbers.SIGH.Bye.
just got your last shout and your quick email
Babe wtf is going on? Will you tell me WHO this person is who is sending you this junk?Do you think that she is telling you the truth?Because if she is,we have troubles.Do you know if he really has dealings with her?And if she is doing what she said, she is just a slut, you do know that, right?Oh this is too much.And don’t you even try to takeon any of the blame.This is being done TO you not BY you.awww now I am just insane with anger.Hurting you like that.WHY?Don’t let it get to you.Finish your trip.But right now, get off of here and try again to call me.And keep trying till you connect.need to hear your voice.Yeah your stupid accent too.Haha.ok .I am going to see if I can see anything going on here on this end.I will let you know what I find out.If they want trouble they have just hit the spot.Ha ha wouldn’t it be sweeet to be able to call him and tell him whats going on?Ha ha.Oh man too much.The more I think the angrier I get.CALL ME!Waiting!Love you.AM
Er ok. NOW,just hold on to the peeps that DO matter to you.You know,the ones that make sure you know that you are so loved and cared about.DO NOT settle for anything less.Because as you once told me,people who love you NEVER want to hurt you. Got it?
ok idea>>>suppose you just give him your absolutely true address at home? You know name,street address,state,zip,phone number,screen names. Give all of that vital info. And if absolutely nothing happens in a very reasonable amount of time, just go on.
Because,sweetheart,if something is meant to be it will be.And if it is not,well all the wishes and good thoughts in the world will not change things.
So just drink your tea,see family,laugh,cry,and hug alot.
Then get your ass back here and get yourself back to work.Your thing is helping people.And when you get back here,I want you to go immediatley into your office and look on the walls.See what you have done.
Certainly you can’t feel useless,girl.HAHA.Who are you kidding?
And appreciated?OH well,when you get back you will see something about THAT too.
erm,your accent?WHAT accent?ha ha. Baby,I have been with you all these years.All I hear is the rich deep soft tone of your voice.NOT your accent.But if others who never see you think that it is funny, well then F them too.You are really being put through the s*** aren’t you girl?So so sorry.
Oh man John is buzzizng me.Blahhh!Hang in there! Guess he wants his midmorning coffee/chat.Not today.You are more important.BE right back.LOVE YOU. AM
ok, babe I just read your email.What is this about “engagement” and “committment”?
Who sent you such an email?
TELL ME and I will have a posse at their door in minutes
Just tell me
You are hundreds and hundreds of miles away
What can i do?
tell me what kind of cretin would say those things?Baby they are apparently jealous of something that you have.Or at least they THINK you have.
just please call my cell ok?
iwas just on my way to that mall you like with those items you love
should i not?i need to know now
Are you going on to the ranch?
let me know so i know what to do here
i love you you know?
and if he can’t see the goodness then f him.
How many times is this gonna have to happen before you let it be?
call me Iam waiting
Um have you and _____ even exchanged numbers after all this time?Because when things happen like this it would be very nice to be able to get in touch with each other,huh?That is just what friends do,babe,without reservation.Trying to stay in touch on here is very hard at best.hmmmmm.I cannot believe this is happening again.Wake up call, babes.See?Can’t even get in touch.Look at it.Own it.
ok call ME then. I AM here. Love you.AM.
Well my head is up.So you want me to try to get these things to him in person? OK i don’t have any problem with that.I just hope that you can tell me exactlywhere and/or when?
And why didn’t you at least call me last night? worried.
But evidently you are ok.
Oh kip and julia are so cool.You are lucky to get to see them.Call from there i want to talk to kip too.Hay mands lets move back home, huh?Lonely for home.
i’ll watch the shouts.
i’ll give you my schedule for the rest of the week when you call.Please be careful.Love you too.(I think seeing him would kill me oh yea)
Oops here comes da boss see ya girlie.AM