Mini-Profile
I’m currently in such a miserable state. I feel as if the whole world is judging me and my looks. I lost interest in whatever i loved to do, i dont even enjoy food as much, or socializing, let alone studying. My school perfomance has worsened since i was normal.
I desperately need help
I can’t cope with this anymore
I feel like I’m going crazy
I know how to speak and write but whenever I do it’s like I don’t mean it.
Sometimes I speak too much and poeple start to ignore me, I feel like I have to speak a lot so people would understand me better, but when they stop listening I am always like why am i wasting my time.
so now im in my first year of IB. Time flows by so fast. LIfe lost sense to me. I am in so much misery. i pray every night hoping I would wake up feeling happy, beautiful, confident, and just enthusiastic but every day I wake up into another horrible dream. My whole life is a fog, I can’t concentrate. I know I’m crazy, mad, insane, but i can’t stop it, can’t do anything about it….
I’m nearly 17, and it’s an age I can’t even relate to. I feel like some 12 year olds are far better off than me, they life a happy life, they are happy, they know what they want, they lvoe their parents, but i’m just like grass, i just exist, i eat drink sleep thats it. I dont even study. The saddest part is that I live in Dubai go to a fancy school but nothing satisfies me
I feel like i want to go back to the times when i was happy and popular, and just ughHHHHHH
Where did you grow up?
Astana
Where do you live now?
Dubai
What is the highest level of education you have attained?
Highschool
What subjects did/do you enjoy the most at school?
idk
What's your favorite sport or sports?
frisbee
Which religion (if any) do you follow?
Muslim