I’m currently in such a miserable state. I feel as if the whole world is judging me and my looks. I lost interest in whatever i loved to do, i dont even enjoy food as much, or socializing, let alone studying. My school perfomance has worsened since i was normal.
I desperately need help
I can’t cope with this anymore
I feel like I’m going crazy
I know how to speak and write but whenever I do it’s like I don’t mean it.
Sometimes I speak too much and poeple start to ignore me, I feel like I have to speak a lot so people would understand me better, but when they stop listening I am always like why am i wasting my time.
so now im in my first year of IB. Time flows by so fast. LIfe lost sense to me. I am in so much misery. i pray every night hoping I would wake up feeling happy, beautiful, confident, and just enthusiastic but every day I wake up into another horrible dream. My whole life is a fog, I can’t concentrate. I know I’m crazy, mad, insane, but i can’t stop it, can’t do anything about it….
I’m nearly 17, and it’s an age I can’t even relate to. I feel like some 12 year olds are far better off than me, they life a happy life, they are happy, they know what they want, they lvoe their parents, but i’m just like grass, i just exist, i eat drink sleep thats it. I dont even study. The saddest part is that I live in Dubai go to a fancy school but nothing satisfies me
I feel like i want to go back to the times when i was happy and popular, and just ughHHHHHH
Where did you grow up?
Where do you live now?
What is the highest level of education you have attained?
What subjects did/do you enjoy the most at school?
What's your favorite sport or sports?
Which religion (if any) do you follow?