TheJDevil's shout trail with angel♥ - Help.com

well im glad your happy =]

wow.. ive had NOTHING to do lately are youre too busy.. :P haha

yay. im kinda too busy, but happy overall.

yeah im actually doing really really good at the moment :D thanks for asking =)
how are you?

haha yeah
and i know right?!

aw im sorry. were things better today??

oh okay, makes sense.
haha thats the best quote ever!!!! :P i luvs it. =D lol!

im not sure to be honest… just one of those days. but ill be okay! =D

well no because the one i dont know about is still a potential. The half is this closet case who probably wont come out anytime soon but i can still hit on him just for the fun of it. =P
yeah i hates it. someone on this site just gave me the perfect senior quote for me to use next year though!!! “If assholes could fly, this place would be an airport.” lmao i love it.

oh im glad to hear it. aw but what happened today??

woo thats awesome :D but what do you mean by a half?? lol you mean the one who might be gay but you dont know?
yeah school sucks for me too. i think it does for most people XD

im okay.. been really really good lately.. today im a bit down again but meh

hiii. its going pretty good. My list of potentially dateable guys (four) like died before the first month of school even ended, so that was pretty sad, but my list is already back up to like three and a half guys!! I’m so excited! im gonna see like two and a half of them next weekend. But theres this one other one…and i dont know how to ask a guy if hes gay without like making it awkward or pissing him off if hes not….
besides that, school is hell, but thats expected. i guess overall i cant complain. how are you?

heey! :D hows it going?

havnt talked to you in a while!

no. he looked at me. ive given up on trying to read his looks. The first time he looked at me i thought it was the “OMG. i want that!” look, but im not so sure anymore. it was probably the “omg…what a freak” look.

i hide how fat i am with black shirts.
okay if you say so…

im sure youre not that bad! youre just to hard on yourself! but did he smile back??

how do you hide how fat you are??
you seem pretty likeable to me! i mean youre cute, funny, sweet etc etc etc :P
and i know im a girl so that might not mean a lot to you but still! haha

ooooo maybe! big lunch time orgy… haha

no. i cant talk to boys. i always make an idiot out of myself. i smiled at him though…
and im sure he did notice. i was sweating buckets.
and yeah im pretty good at hiding how fat i am, but i still am fat.

and im not likeable. that would be lying to myself.

maybe it was like a sex club.

OOOO thats good you saw him!! did you guys talk? :D
and stop putting yourself downn!!! he probably didnt even notice! and you honestly dont look fat at ALL in any of your pictures! so dont worry about it! =)

we need to raise your self esteem :D just keep thinking over and over in your head “im likeable!!!” and youll start to believe it :D cause confidence is a good thing, so that might help!

hahai know! i still dont know what they did at the frolicking club lmao! everyone in the club kinda kept it a secret lol!

yeah i saw him. and just my luck, it was scorching hot outside and im fat so i sweat a lot so i looked really sweaty and gross ew.
haha thats okay.
and no im unlikeable.
haha. thats funny. now i wanna start a frolicking club. =P
yeah i live in cali.

wow.. okay i swear to god i responded to this lol. but anyways DID YOU SEE HIM!?! :D
maybe… but i think im more stupid than cute XD
well that doesnt mean youre unlikeable! you seem like a pretty likeable to me! =)

well, the weirdest one i remember is a “frolicking club”. hahahaha. no one really knew what it was for. it came on the announcements and theyre like ‘anyone who wants to join the frolicking club please come to room 102 at lunch” everyone was just like what?! but like 20 people showed up or something lol.

nope! :D haha do you live in cali?

yeah. so sad. =( but maybe ill see him at a GSA meeting, or maybe at club fair tomorrow?!!? i hope so. Haha well some guys might think thats cute. I’m just awkward. Oh and like theres been like four times when ive talked to these confused guys and i totally convinced them that theyre straight, thats just how unlikeable i am!

Really? like what haha? My school’s admin is like pretty strict, they have to approve all the clubs and theres all these procedures we have to follow, its a pain in the ass.

OH! oops i thought u live in california. oops!

wow!! so i guess he doesnt go on that often. but you never know, he might be on tomorrow! :D (ill be crossing my fingers for you :D) haha i know how you fele. im terrible with boys too. im the clumsiest person in the world so that doesnt help much either lol! but im sure youre better than me!

woow! thats insane! thats awesome though! it would take up a lot of time i bet! but still itd be worth it cause like you sai dit makes you feel like you havea purpose! :D they had the strangest clubs at my old school. it was hilarious!

neither lol. i live in canada! pretty close to vancouver. :P i want good weather! im freezing my ass off =( lol

ITS BEEN A FRIGGIN WEEK!!
and the first time i looked at his myspace page, it said he hadnt signed on for a month. This blows. What if he doesnt sign on again for another month?? i guess if he comes to GSA meetings i can find some way to talk to him…but im terrible with boys! i always look like an idiot.

yeah. im gsa prez, team green vp, csf publicist, part of this new school climate committee, and ill probably get involed in the ski bums clubs lol. i think that will be it though. it does get stressful at times, but i like it. it makes me feel like i have a purpose in life lol. and im damn good at it. =P

ugh yeah trig is terrible! im almost wishing i had dropped in the first three weeks. i cant drop anymore without it negatively affecting my transcript…=(

really?!?! do u live in norcal or socal? The weather’s been fine here in the bay area.

ahhh seirously? how long’s it been now?!
oh wow! youre in a lot of clubs eh? thats cool! :D but yeah that must get kinda stressful? not having any free lunch lol.
youre in honours trig?? omg i suck at trig.. haha math isnt my subject though… lol im the best :P

not a lot. its FREEZING cold here! im hthe only one who seems to be noticing it though! lol. but not a lot. its been raining soo hard so i havnt gone out a whole lot haha.

STILL waiting for my freshie to sign onto myspace.
Ive had a lot of club stuff to do this week with GSA and Team Green, plus a meeting for this school climate committee i was invited to join. I havent had a free lunch period all week lol. Tomorrow will be the grande finale, Club Fair. I’m pretty stoked.
I’m pretty sure i failed my honors trig test today tho…. =(
whats up with u?

LOL! it made me laugh!
XD

haha so whats up? =)

haha im the anon who was talking to that pot guy.
i got a kick out of it.